Scar

notyourfriend211 : What's your reason for not having friends?

thatswhatisaid13 :Well I amn't much of a gossip type

thatswhatisaid13 : And I'm actually a bit different than my other classmates so ended up staying the loner

thatswhatisaid13 : What about you?

notyourfriend211 : You were different and my life got different so I am now the lonewolf

thatswhatisaid13 : I want you to elaborate

notyourfriend211 : It happened last year

notyourfriend211 : I was in the car with my father and then it happened which left a scar and made my life different

notyourfriend211 : I know I should be grateful that none of us were highly injured but still it changed a lot

thatswhatisaid13 : Are you doing okay now?

notyourfriend211 : I am okay I just can't do much now

notyourfriend211 : I mean all I used to do in my pastime was playing football

notyourfriend211 : And now I can't even walk in my old average speed

thatswhatisaid13 : Now I understand.

It must have been so tough for you to cope up

notyourfriend211 :You know what I hate now?

notyourfriend211 :Sympathy, pity

notyourfriend211 : I try so hard to not think about the past me and do something new but the people around me, they are always trying to show how sad and sorry they are for my loss

notyourfriend211 :I am tired of all the sympathies

thatswhatisaid13 : Well isn't it life? Where not all things can go the way you want

thatswhatisaid13 : You can't expect others to know what actually hurts you or what makes you happy

notyourfriend211 : And you know what I really can understand who fake it saying how sad they feel for me and who truly mean it

thatswhatisaid13 : I am sure your friends never had fake it then why did you chose stay alone

notyourfriend211 : They never faked it but after the accident they started showing more concerns about me like I was a kid or something

notyourfriend211 : They unintentionally treated me like I was different and that made me uncomfortable too

notyourfriend211 : I didn't want anyone to treat me differently

notyourfriend211 :I mean I was out of the football team and that was enough for my ' health concern'!

notyourfriend211 : I hated when my friends started being over caring about me

notyourfriend211 : Everything changed, everyone around me started acting differently

notyourfriend211 : But there was just one person who was same to me

It was my brother but he also went abroad for his studies

thatswhatisaid13 : I don't think it was their fault and it's also okay for you to feel this way too

thatswhatisaid13 : It sounds like life is a lot difficult for you now

thatswhatisaid13 : It's hard to accept the changes but no matter what we still have to embrace it