Chapter 17

Jack

I come to my senses when I'm on the street, Sean is standing next to me. Sitting on the curb, I try to collect my thoughts, and I don't have power to get up. World is swirling around.I saw Aiden and Brent in the park but let Sean take me away.

I felt rooted to the ground. When my eyes and Aiden's met I froze. Sean took me away, and when I realized that it could be my last chance, I tried to come back. But Brent and Aiden were gone.

How stupid am I?! Is there any limit to this stupidity?

Isn't that what I wanted for so long?!

Here Aiden was in flesh, he was so close to me!

Heck. Damn you, Jack. You had enough determination to get into his pants, but you could not come up and talk to him. Bravo.

I wasn't ready. Hell... I can't take this excuse even from myself.

But what came next?

We got to Sean's place, looked around and then Sean and I went to a bar. I was not myself, Sean saw it, I'm sure, but he didn't asked. He knew I wouldn't tell.