Chapter 10

"What do I do now??" holding her phone in her hand. she received another text from Mustapha an hour after he had left her house.

She was becoming terrified and scared of him the bastard had the guts to enter her house, resting her back on the headboard of the bed.

"How come i didn't lock the door?", i thought I did". She closed her eyes and exhale hard.

"What horniness can cause, I'm not a sex addict!" She kept telling herself.

"If only I'd control myself that day or the kitchen sink was fine, I'd have found something else to do", but hell! That nigga is fucking hot. "If only" she screamed "if only" too much ifs!" I'd have to take care of this thing before it goes out of hand and keep it away from Elijah"

She thought about other women that did it and never get caught or disturbed by the men, why is her own different all her life since she started having relationship she never cheated even when she was in an abusive relationship with Adolf she never cheated, all her mind was after the sex with Mustapha, it would never happen again, even her neighbors called her out especially Mrs. Braham who thinks she's a sex addict.

Smacking her pussy, "you got me into this mess" but one thing she could never deny was the sex, it was good. She compared it with that of Elijah, they were on the same page, only difference was that Elijah is her soon to be husband and Mustapha was nothing to her even though he thinks she's something to him.

"Sex maniac" she snickered and hiss.

She has only one person to confide in and that's her friend who lived next door, she wouldn't call her neighbor, they've been friends during high school and lost contact in college days not until she moved in few months after Adrianna had moved in with Elijah.

She unlocked her phone and dialed her number, the receiver picked on the second ring scolding her kids underneath

Adrianna chuckled

"Hey take it easy on 'em, will you?"

"No, they spilled milk all over the kitchen counter" she explained.

" How bout I come over and help you clean the counter and we can talk" her voice quivers she bit on her lip to keep herself calm. She noticed her voice shaking and asked if she was fine.

"Yeah I am, I'll see you in some minutes."

she hung up, she really needed someone to confide in, she hoped she was still the same person she knew years back, someone whom they had both shared each other's secrets and kept it to heart to this day.

She changed her short for a long fitted trouser and taking a scarf to drape around her shoulder, she was in no mood to wear jacket over her camisole and left the house.

Ding ding! The doorbell rang. The little boy ran to open the door, throwing himself at her.

Adrianna scooped him up and twirl him around, carrying him, she pinched his cheeks "Charlie you've added more weights" she commented playfully.

"I'm six Aunt Adria...." he couldn't pronounced her name finish.

"A-d-r-i-a-n-n-a" she burst out laughing.

"Aunt Adrianna" he said cheerfully.

"Good, that's not bad you see." "for pronouncing my name well, you have this cookies and chocolate" by now they were sitting in the living room.

"Charlie what would you say to her" his mother said looking at him sternly. He said thank you and went to play with his toys.

"Aunt Adri can I have some too?" Darla ask pouting her face.

"Awwwwn, yeah, have yours" the little girl ran along to meet her brother.

"Now it's just you and me"

"Yeah Savannah" Adrianna chuckled lightly and rested her hand on the chair.

"Remember when we were in high school and I told you about Mr. Lincoln and how we'd kissed after school"

Grinning widely "hell yes and how you told me about your first kiss with the hottest guy in the basketball crew" savannah recalled.

"That was at the school yard, God you guys were lucky enough not to be seen by anyone." Imagine his girlfriend of a bitch that have slept with half of the school guys coming at you" savannah slammed her hand on her lap and gesturing with her body

"Our clique would have dealt with her"

Adrianna smiled knowing that back then in high school no one dare messes with her and her four friends which includes savannah the rest of them living out of USA.

Whispering to Savannah "Remember that abortion you had the second time and the doctor said your womb was affected? Yeah? How bad i felt for you only to learn later that he was lying, he just said it to stop you from doing shit!" she covered her mouth slightly.

Savannah was laughing, it was nice sharing memories from their school days and still keeping secrets only they both know.

Silence seems to envelopes them, the words weighed heavily on Adrianna mind, she didn't know how she was going to start, whenever she's nervous, she start chewing on her lips an habit her friend knows well.

Breaking her thoughts, she drew closer to her and held her hands in her own.

"Whatever it is i promise i won't judge nor tell, you should know, so spill it out" Savannah urged her, rubbing her hand slowly. Adrianna drew in a long breaths.

"I thought some other women do it and it doesn't go haywire, I thought maybe if i did it one time! that would be all and my sex drive was just being overly active. I guess maybe because I'm use to I and Elijah having sex almost every time, maybe. i really didn't mean for it to happen"

Adrianna sniffles, tears threatening to fall, she used her knuckle to wipe the tears from streaming down.

She blinked a few time before continuing her explanl

"After then, he called me again to meet him at the restaurant, he said it was just a friendly outing and I couldn't control myself. we had sex in my car, then I got a text from him while i was at my fiancé's family house" she searched for her phone on the chair and unlocked it. she checked her archive texts and showed Savannah the message.

"He's starting to get obsessed with your body" she told her.

Sniffling she answered back "I'm not sure it is, he's just been a sex maniac or addict or whatever he is"

Sighing "Adri what else"

This was the part she couldn't say, the words were heavy in her mouth.

"He came in after Elijah had gone to work, I was pretty tired, I didn't know for sure if I'd lock the door or not. he entered and came to my room, I didn't even feel him touching me until he started sucking me from there" her eyes giving Savannah a clue of what she was talking about.

"We did it again" she cleaned her tears, she was feeling bad and scared for herself after the new texts she had received from Mustapha.

I was so angry, i told him to stay off me and walked him out. I needed someone to confide in. I can't tell Elijah, it would break him bad"

Adrianna was crying already, her friend pulled her in for a hug, patting her back and soothing her.

"I should have thought about it, I shouldn't have done it, Elijah would hate me if he ever finds out".

"Hey hey, calm down, I got you baby, I got you, we would figure something out. I know a friend that can help, she's a therapist, we could drive you down tomorrow, how about that?" Savannah asked smiling at her.

"Yeah its fine" "I didn't show you the recent message from him" Adrianna said hurriedly showing the text to her.

"How dare you walk me out of your house, how dare you whore? Now you've gotten me angry! I'm gonna have to deal with your fucking whorish attitudes? You think you can beat me huh and talk to me anyhow you want? Huh? I'll deal with that silly mouth of yours, see you soon my love"

"When I read this, I could feel his anger," she sighed "who knows what he can do next" she added rolling her eyes.

"I feel he can't do worse other than saying he would tell your husband" Savannah said while reading the texts, just then her husband came in.

"Hey ladies" he hollered at them, his wife standing up to greet him.

"Where are the kids?" he asked checking around for them.

"In the playroom, I'd be with you soon" his wife told him, he turned to Adrianna and squeeze his face

"Are you okay Adri" he asked with concern "have u been crying?"

Smiling "I'm fine, I woke up not too long again" she lied clenching her teeth. He smiled at her and left.

Savannah turned to face her, rubbing her arms .

"Baby girl we will figure something out later, I promise you" she smiled and nodded her head.

"I'll see you later" with that being said, Adrianna left for her house.