I miss you

I just realised that sometimes writing can be therapeutic. Just having a place to put my thoughts down seems like it might soothe my aching heart a bit. Honestly, I will take all the help I can get because I have stage 4 love sickness and the only cure is the sound you make when you think no one is watching you sleep.

It's hard to believe that we met only this year. I've known you all of three months and already I can't do without you. Loving you has been the greatest thing that ever happened to me, and missing you is the most the most terrible.

Have ever told you why I love you?

You're so beautiful to me but that's not why I love you and I'm not sure you know.

That reason I love you, is because of who I become when I'm with you. I'm suddenly the kind of guy that writes silly letters and loves so deeply he gets heart aches when you're not around. You've become my home and I feel homeless without you.

The worst part about missing you is that the more I try, the worse it gets. When I'm away from you my nights are longer, my emotions become harder to control and I turn into a hysterical woman.

Baby, there's no more pretending. I don't just love you, I need you. I mean that with every cell in my body. I think you're worth it. I think you're the great love of my life.

PS

The letter didn't work. I miss you more now than when I started writing it.

Yours faithfully,

Olaf (aka Long distance lover that misses you)