Checkup

I still had to go to the doctor every once in a while for a checkup on my wellbeing, this isn't too bad but I would really like to leave my past of cancer exactly where it belongs; IN THE PAST, aside form the scars from surgery, which I must admit are pretty cool, I really hate that past, I lost too many things with it. My social life, my bond with my mom and....Nicole.

Tuesday

I sat in the cold waiting room of the Doctors's office, until it was my turn, despite the type of doctor that she is and handles death almost daily, Dr. Plath was a warm kind soul in contrast to the cold dead office. Her slim physique and short cut hair and her lab coat make the perfect image, taht fits her just right.

She greeted me with a smile, similar to that of a proud mother and I reciprocated, she proceeded with the regular routine checkup, which was embarassing at first, the fact that a grown woman gets to see my almost naked body, every flaw and scar, but after three years it became normal, she even points out improvements; non cancer related of course.

We talked for a while, and by the time the checkup was over I was already comfortable in the her little office, and was a little sad about leaving, like kids when the party is over.

However being the STRONG, MATURE, TEENAGE MAN that I am, I pulled it together and left, with he same smile she greeted me with.

I heard " See Ya next month Justin" as I walked away, and I replied "Not if I see you first" as our usual tradition, it was a stupid reply, but it was 'our' stupid reply.

I left the office feeling great, Then I remembered I had to go to work within 30 mins, my days are so busy now: School, Doctor, Work, Howework, Studying....that's all my hours, I barely get any time to talk to my online friends, or catch up on my reading, not to mention my less than popular webnovel books, okay, Enough ranting let's rush to work, I sure hope Lila is there, not that it makes a difference or anything hehe, but I need to learn how to make the food and operate the kitchen, yeah. I must say homeschooling was much better than this, I got way more freedom, but somehow I don't even regret it.

Must be a good day.