It was a big mistake. The attraction I feel for Sav. Many handsome man flirt with me,but why I am only attracted with my uncle? What kind of heart do I have? Tsk. I buried it all in oblivion, I also don't know why he moves the same way towards me? He even asked me what if he will be my first kiss? Just what the hell!
When that incident ended two days ago. Everything became normal. Sometimes we share breakfast. He was just cold. He always has a cellphone call that he calls babe. He also comes home at night once, he is drunk. That hurts my heart, I think my heart is abnormal.
Of course it's wrong to like him, my uncle. That was the most painful part of me. Just really unfair. But, I will try my best. So, hard to keep this feeling. I know I can find a man for me too, but I'm not ready yet, fling will do.