Crying

You feel the tears are already hot in your eyes when you leave the room. You hurry past the practice room hoping to not be noticed. You don't need anyone trying to talk to you now.

You swing around the corner and run face first into someone's chest. Your feet slip and you start sliding. The person you ran into, holds behind your neck as you slide, falling over you but making sure you dont hit your head.

Your tears are now flowing, nothing holding them back anymore.

"Y/n? Y/n! You're crying! What's wrong? Did I hurt you?" Chan. It's Chan.

He had hurt you. But not on purpose and not here.

"No...sorry." you wipe at your face. "Uh...I hit my eye on something."

You notice that you are under neath of Bangchan, only a small space of air between your bodies. Your face heats red and you momentarily stop crying.

Chan tilts his head, watching your face. "I think you are lying. Not that getting hit in the eye doesn't hurt like hell because it does, but, that's not why you are crying."

You move backwards and sit up, only your legs under him now.

"No, it's nothing." You try to move away further but Chan puts his hand on your leg, right above your knee and forces you to stay put.

"You left the practice room in a hurry and everyone could tell you were upset. No one knew why or if you were okay, and now you are crying."

You stare at his hand on your leg, trying to not freak out and take this seriously.

"Fine. I am upset. But its not your business. I'm just going to go home."

You try to move your leg again but he doesnt let you budge. You are so confused right now! You heard from Jeongin and Lee Know that he had someone, but then he did this and your heart told you he couldn't.

You shake your head. "Chan. Please, let me go." You start to tear up again. You don't want to cry around him. You don't want to be around him either. He is confusing you and you just want some time alone.

Chan lifts his hand to rest on your shoulder instead. He sit up himself and then pulls you over toward him, wrapping his arms around you, forcing you into a tight embrace.

"Y/n. Whatever is hurting you, I want to help get rid of. You dont have to tell me. But I'm here for you. I'm your friend. I always will be."

Your tears are skimming down your cheeks now and you just have to get away.

"I can't tell you. It'll only make things worse." You push Chan's hands away and get to your feet swiftly.

"Bye Chan, thanks for the offer."

With that you hurry down the hall and out of the building into the light rain. At least this will hide your tears.