I WILL CONFESS

It was Saturday and we had a college get-together party in a club, as we were going to complete our course, this was my first ever night party in my lifetime. I wore pair of black shorts along with a red sweatshirt and I left my thick black hair fall loosely on my shoulder. I walked out of my room and fell all over again in love with him as I laid my eyes on him, the most handsome person I ever knew, Krish Malhotra. He was looking ravishing in the white shirt and black jeans. His glittering chocolate brown eyes were framed by long lashes which he blinked constantly which could brighten anyone's world. His pink lips looked like a frozen rose, and his milky white skin could mesmerize anyone. He was the most fine-looking man I had ever seen. When he smiled, I would sigh with pleasure. When he laughed, my heart pace would increase. He slowly ambled towards the key holder, gently took the car key, and walked towards me I was lost in his beauty.

"What madam hypnotized in my looks huh?" Krish questions

"Yes", I come back to my senses "No, no, not at all"

"Why is your dress too short?"

"Just like that, shall we start"

"I'm not letting you out of the house until you change your clothes"

"What? Why? See we are going to a party and that to a club this is what most of our classmates will wear today."

"Let them wear whatever they want, but I want you to change clothes right now or we don't take a step out of the house", he says and takes a walk right into my room and opens my cupboard.

"Krish what are you doing?"

"Selecting a good outfit for you to wear now", he gives an angry reply and this tone meant that I need to shut my mouth right now

"Okay," I said disapprovingly.

Krish goes through so many dresses and he messed my cupboard completely the way he was throwing my clothes out of the cupboard in the name of selecting a dress. Oh god! That means as I come home I need to clean all this, why does this idiot make me do a hell lot of work. After a complete raid of my clothes, he found me a pair of black jeans and a white hoodie.

"Wear this", he said handing me the clothes

"We will be twinning" I reply

"So what?" he snaps

"Nothing, let me go change," I say and walk to the washroom to change my outfit.

I wear the clothes selected by Krish and it looks good on me. I look myself in the mirror again and decide no matter what today I'll confess my feelings to him and he likes me or else why would he get this angry if I wear some short dress I guess this is a positive sign, no matter what today is the day to reveal everything no care how he reacts. I boost myself with confidence and walk out and I stand right in front of Krish. He winks at me and we eventually start at the club. We stepped into the black Swift car and start our ride. He drives calmly and I see and enjoy the no-traffic roads of Bangalore. We were traveling in silence and this was totally irritating.

"Krish which is my favorite cuisine"

"Punjabi and Italian"

"Correct answer…" I stop as Krish cuts me by saying, "Are bored or irritated due to silence?"

"Silence is the reason. How did you guess?"

"Simple, you can't handle silence and only when you are bored you ask random questions"

"So you know now that I am bored, so can we speak something"

"Yeah sure"

"Will you get married?"

"It is an irrelevant question. I don't know but one thing I want you to get married"

"Why so?"

"Because I don't want anyone to taunt or criticize you"

"Okay you find a good guy for me and I will marry him. Now change of topic."

"What do you want to speak about?"

"Um...imagine a genie appears in front of you and grants you three wishes. What would you wish for?"

"Um…firstly, I want to do good, proper, useful medical camps in at least 100 villages. Secondly, your safety and happiness, the third one, is to give you whatever you want"

"Is there nothing that you want for yourself"

"Nope, I only wish for medical camps and you"

"Why you and uncle are always like this? You say all these and uncle he misses and skips so many things only because I need to go out and want someone to drop or pick or accompany and he even is building some hospital just because he doesn't want me to work under some person, you know like I sometimes really feel so much to stop calling him uncle and start to address him as my father. It's not even been 4-5 years that we have known each other, still, you both know everything about me and do so much to me this makes me feel guilt man"

"Guilt why?"

"I owe you so much"

"Yummy, tasty food that you cook repays for whatever we do for you"

"Am I worth for all this care and the way you both have kept me like the heart of your world"

"Absolutely from top to bottom you are worth it and you are the most important person for us. By the way, we have reached. We need to walk a little from the parking to the entrance."

"How far should we walk?"

"Around 10 minutes," he says and parks the car and we start to walk in silence. This day will always remain in my memory he cares so much for me, and even feels that I am the most important one he wishes only for my safety for sure this is definitely a super amazing good positive vibe. The inner-self is now pushing me much harder to reveal and just speak my mind and heart out to him.