In His Secret Life

Allan has always tried to do the sensible thing. So when his sister Elsie became pregnant eight years ago and was ditched by her boyfriend, he stepped up to the plate. Since then, he's been his sister's support system and father figure to his niece.<br><br>Allan's world is turned upside down when Elsie becomes engaged and he meets her fiancé's older brother, Davinder -- a beautiful, brooding artist with a thousand secrets in his eyes. But Davinder is a married man and father of two young boys.<br><br>From the moment they meet, Allan and Davinder walk along the edge of their secret lives, never allowed to push open the gates. Though their love is a head-on collision, a meeting of the minds, a fusing of two lost souls, both men know that it is also -- and above all -- impossible.

Mel Bossa · LGBT+

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89 Chs

Chapter 55

Yes, guilt. Every time we’d made love. Every time we’d met secretly. Guilt. Always. I didn’t want to feel it anymore. “Give me some time. Please.”

“No, Allan, time will only weaken you even more. No, this has to be done quickly. Do you understand? The minute you see him, you’ll go right back to denial and everything we said tonight will seem stupid.”

“I’m supposed to leave him just like that.” I snapped my fingers.

“Yes. Just like that. You call him, you tell him, you come to me. I’ll be here.”

“No, give me time.” I shook my head. “I need time.”

She inhaled a deep breath and nodded. “Don’t take too long, please.”

Leave Davinder?

Was I really going to do this? How could I?

“I need to think, Elsie.” I pulled away and stared at the floor.

“Think about this, then…think about Davinder making love to his wife as we speak about how much you need him.”

I shot her a cold glance.

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