Chapter 20 Not Me

"that's only if it's true, right? And if it is you got the brains. Emma Ashtone lives in a rented house, actually it's a combined rent."

"what's a combined rent?"

"it's when you have a house and you rent it out but not to one person to like more than three people and they live in it together. People rent houses like that when they want to get a live. Maybe, Emma never really had a life. The house she's staying in is a combined rent for five people. Currently, there are only three people living there: Emma, her best friend, and a guy. You will be the fourth."

"who's going to be the fifth?"

"well, I can't see the future Heaven. I've given you all the info you need, right?"

"uhm, I think so."

"now, your look." She started eyeing me from head to toe.

"what's wrong with my look?"

"well, first of all, you have to do a touch up change since you're going to Earth. Secondly, you can't go to Earth looking like that and start preaching to someone. Halo! No hate, but you look like a Demon and I know you know that too." She said and I bit my lip remembering how I really looked. "so, what do we start with?"

"uhm, maybe my face." My face wasn't normal at all. My skin was too pale for an Angel. I had black iris that looked like I could drown you in them, very long eyelashes that I would never see a fake eyelash useful, dark circles that made me look Demonic and pink lips that were too dull and I had many earholes that didn't classify as Angelic.

"I'm not sure we can change the look. I mean the last time we tried, it didn't work."

"isn't there like someone or some place that Angels go to change their appearance when they want to go to earth?"

"well there is but if there's someone powerful enough to do that we'd need the Angel that works in the one located in 1st Heaven."

"then, tell her that the Senyoryte is in need of her service and she should arrive immediately."

"you really know how to work the ropes don't you, Heaven?" Hannah said after five minutes the Angel arrived with some tools. She started scanning my face from up to down and tried different tools, she even tried to change my face to another face structure she had created on her tab but no matter what she tried it didn't work.

"I don't know why but there's nothing I can do to change the look of your face. Normally as one created by God you should be able to do that and even if you were created through the human way which is reproduction you should be able to make others see a different face from your actual face without changing it but you can't. However there is only one thing that will be useful which is human make up tools which should be impossible since you aren't human and was created but it is possible." The Angel said.

"you mean she can apply makeup like humans?!" Hannah asked.

"yes. Since you are going today I'll do your makeup and just like any other human you'd have to clean it before going to bed as it's not permanent."

"uhm..., okay." I said literally shocked of words. I didn't understand how that was possible. Only humans should be affected by human items so...

When she was done and I saw myself in the mirror I was speechless. She'd covered my dark circles, put contact on my eyes that could probably have an affect on humans. You won't believe but she said my eyes had some dark powers that could affect humans by looking at it. I didn't know if I should believe her but she is an expert in her job. Although I'd have to put the contacts in every four hours because the power in my eyes would dissolve them which I didn't believe at all. She had also brightened my lips but there was nothing she could do about my skin and earholes. Strangely, she also covered my neck in makeup. She said there was something hidden that higher Demons and Angels could decipher but she couldn't.

"the best part about this is that if you encounter an Angel from 1st Heaven or a Demon from 1st Hell, they wouldn't be able to detect your real look because it's not magic or manipulation." The Angel said.

"no way. That's awesome." Hannah said.

"thanks for your service." I said and the Angel left.

"did you just tell her thanks?" Hannah looked at me shocked.

"yes, why?"

"uhm, what happened to that sweet Heaven that would always appreciate others by saying thank you and claimed that thanks wasn't really appreciative enough??" Hannah asked and I had no words to account for my 'not me behaviour'. "anyways, let's go to clothing." She closed her eyes and focused, she moved her hands and started creating a door. "okay, let's go inside." She said and we both went inside.

The inside was filled with lots of styles of clothing and mirrors and accessories. I picked a white flay skirt two inches above the knee and a black crop top with a high black cover shoe that had a white bow at the front. That perfectly blended with my hair. Don't ask why I didn't dye my hair we'd tried but it didn't work (although I found out I could die my hair in equal proportions of black and white but it would be useless so I just sticked to the original style. As for accessory, just a matching pin earring, bracelet, and necklace. Last of all, I dismissed my wings. This was something only gods could do and I am a god since I was created by God. That's the look.

"what's your human name?"

"Heaven would be out of place... Sylvia."

"ok." She said and after some working on her laptop she said: "your documents are ready." And I nodded. "are you ready to go to Earth?" she asked. Earth, one of the places I'd longed to see for a long time.

"not yet. I have someone I want to meet one last time."