After talking to Doctor Crem, after telling him everything she was feeling a bit better. But her stomach was in knots thinking about going to visit her family graves. She kept standing at the curb waiting for Kay to arrive. She had never once visited them.
For starters, she didn't even get to attend their funerals. Then she removed the word Hall from her name. For years she could not go to their graves as she was not in the same city. And when she came back, she never felt the urge to visit them. For years she was far away from them and after all those years she suppressed all her feelings for her family.
Now her family were Kay and William. And her extended family were Jack and Henry. She was surrounded by love, duty, respect, and mischief, and she was happy with her life. Doing her job, finding Zachary, spending time with Jack and Henry and her fathers was her whole life.