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I laugh in the face of danger

I laugh when I'm in danger... I cry when I'm happy... I'll die when I am dead.

ADDISIYN · แฟนตาซี
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14 Chs

FIGHT!

"YOU TEAR MOM APART AND THEN YOU SHOW UP AND SAY I'M BACK!?! ARE YOU EVEN A MAN!!?" yuri screamed at his father. "WHEN YOU WENT AWAY, I THOUGHT I LOST MY WHOLE WORLD!! MY HERO WENT AWAY, MY DAD WENT AWAY. YOU DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH DEPRESSION HAD CAUSED ME!!?! YOU DON'T KNOW THAT I'VE GOTTEN HEART PROBLEMS NOW?!?! MY HEART IS IN DEPRESSION!! AND I CAN'T DO ANYTHING WITH IT!?!" yuri screamed more with tears in his eyes. his brothers kept on holding him not to go and punch his dad. "LEAVE ME! YOU ALL ARE SCARED OF DAD BECAUSE HE OWNS EVERYTHING! HE IS LIKE PUPPETTER HOLDING PUPPETS! I USED TO BE ONE! NOW LEAVE ME!" yuri screamed at his brothers crying. Ren held yuri and yuri pushed him and screamed at him. "FUCK OFF YOU FUCKER! YOU STOLE MY LOVE FROM ME!" yuri yelled loud. yuri wasn't listening to anyone. My brother came with my mother, my brother punched yuri hard. "YOU THINK YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE! SHUT UP THE FUCKING MOUTH!" my brother yelled. my mother calmed yuri down. his father started yelling and shouting and he slapped yuri. I just watched them fight. I was afraid to go forward. I heard lily crying in a room. I went in the room and ellie was in too. I locked the door behind me. "guys what's going on? what's with fight?" I asked. My mom came inside too. "where are the children?" ellie asked. "I guess outside" I said. I went out of the room and I heard them screaming again. I saw Aquarius and Elysium. I saw lisa at a corner and I held her. suddenly a glass hit the wall and it hit me back. everyone stopped what they were doing. "Lucifer!" the prayer brother shouted and ran to me. he checked me and he the glass hadn't hurt me that bad. "STOP WITH FUCKING FIGHT! IF LUCIFER HAD GOTTEN HURT WHAT WOULD YOU HAVE DONE! SHE HAD ALREADY BECOME DEAF AND MUTE! WENT THROUGH A HARD LIFE! WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF SOMETHING HAPPENS TO THE KIDS!?!!" the brother shouted. I held the kids and ran to the room where the ladies were there. they stopped screaming and started yelling. Me and the ladies and the kids were at the room. lily's stomach hurted and it was out of limit. "it hurts" she yelled. the mom's helped her. I got out and went to my room. I changed and went to the balcony. "why? why did I stay here? I shouldn't stay here… I should be at home right now getting beaten up from my father… not living a life as a bum… I shouldn't be alive… I shouldn't be… I should be dead… I should die" I kept on talking to myself. "if you die what would yuri do?" I heard the guy hero from the other time. "what do you want?" I asked. "I just wanted to peeeeekkkk, through the window and see you…" he said. "shut up you pervert" I said. "you didn't answer my question" he said. "yuri has obviously had a girlfriend before I had come to his life and ruined it, so he can go to her, if the girl doesn't agree he can go to the hero girl" I said. "you really don't know yuri, do you?" he said. "I don't… want to… my mind doesn't wanna accept falling in love.." I said. "well, yuri is a person who loves you more than his own life, I'll tell you a secret. When me and yuri were kids… we were playing… there was a girl, she was an albino. She was just like you, not trusting a lot of people, yuri loved her so much. But one day yuri accidently heard something from the back of the forest… he heard a man saying her to kill me and yuri. He was afraid, a lot. He grabbed a knife from the kitchen and handed it to me. he killed the one he loved in his own hands. He is afraid you are like her… that's why, this story will give him depression if you say him, don't say a word about it" he ordered. "Zai, what story have you been telling?" yuri said and got inside my room. "nothing,…. BYYYYYYEEEEE M'LADY!" he said and ran. I threw the tissue paper and it hit his head. "what are you talking about?" he asked. "my life" I answered. "Really?" he asked. "yeah, he asked how we two met" I said and smiled. "guess your tongue is working more than usually it does" he said and held my hand. "yeah, I can hear properly… don't know how either" I said. "yeah" he said. "sorry about the glass" he apologized and hugged me. "its alright, I just got scared nothing else" I said. I saw the hero popped in and he smiled. I made actions with my face for him to go. he went and yuri didn't notice him. "Hey yuri… where is the brother whose religion is nothing?" I asked. "you mean zain? Well he is at the balcony of his room, screaming and shouting" yuri said. "okay" I said. "why? anything you want to say him?" he asked. "no, just a thank you" I said. "okay, something between you two? Like he was going crazy that almost the glass hit you" yuri said. "how could thing something like that? I love you and I only belong to you. not him, but you" I said and hugged him tight. "yeah, I felt lonely when he helped you" yuri said and started crying. "yuri, there is nothing between us, we just are like the same person. more like brother and sisters. Nothing else. And even though! I'm engaged!" I yelled at him and hit on his shoulder. He laughed. he made me sit on the couch. He sat on the ground in front of me. "promise me, you won't go away like the rest of the people. Promise me you will never leave me alone" he said looking at me in the eyes. in his eyes… there was sadness… there was no love… only emotions that was kept in his heart. "I promise" I said sadly looking at him in the eyes. he was not happy… not at all. "yuri… you are hiding something in you heart for a long time… can you tell me?" I asked. "no, no, no… no I can't tell you…. you'll leave me like the rest. NO! I CAN'T TELL YOU!" he said going crazy. "alright!! Don't" I said and held his hand. somehow I should know what's wrong with him. "I can't tell you" he said crying on my lap. "alright, don't tell me" I said. "but- you will leave me If I don't say" yuri said. "no way, I'm not leaving you. I'll stay" I said and hugged him. "well, I killed my little sister" he said in my ear.