83 Confession

"I am leaving the company" my eyes almost budge our from its socket, he got to be kidding me. 

"What the hell do you mean by that?" 

He sighed and come to sit beside me tugging his hair. I am insane for letting him kiss me and as well kissing him back. 

Lyra you have no shame 

Why do I  think it is a good idea to come here? 

I feel like hitting my head in the bedpost and be unconscious for ten years. 

"Are you okay, Ly?" 

Damn him and his gorgeous body. How am is supposed to tell him  I am pregnant? How should I say? Do I say? 

Stop thinking! 

"Lyra"

I peer up at his face, he is watching me intensely with curious glances. 

"Ah, I need to poo" 

Damn! 

He chuckles at me nodding his head. I get up from the bed pinching myself.  

"Will you go back?" 

Urgh!  I don't know, maybe I should just stay? Why am I torturing myself?