15 Do you always talk to yourself?

" Cole I'll Castrate your ball If you don't stop. "

" Cole stop it "

" Coleeeeeee"

I said I love being with Cole but I take that back. Professor Gideon is giving a lecture when Mr Iam annoying yet I am drool-worthy thinks that it will be fun to distract me by tickling my sides during classes. I swear I will not let him get away from this. " Cole I will kill you," I said gritting my teeth.

He just stares at ahead not bothering to take notice of me. All pairs of eyes turn towards us when I make a screeching sound, my face flush when the attention is towards me, some look at me weirdly while most of them look annoyed. I am so mad at cole and I am plotting a million way to murder him. I hiss at him and snatch his hands away from my sides. He tries back to hold back his laugh but I can see his lips twitching.  I, however, am at my wit's end, I want to smack his gorgeous face.

He tries to apologise but I ignore him for the whole 35 minutes. When classes are over I push pass him making him stumble a little.  I narrow my eyes and went ahead for my classes never turning back.

Although I am annoyed at him I know I can never stay mad at cole for long.

Cole does a lot of things to my heart and he is nothing like Mason. They are the polar opposites of each other,  now that I think about it the way I felt for mason is different from Cole. Mason makes me happy but I felt incomplete,  but being with Cole is something I can't explain. Cole is someone I am willing to take a risk with.

I enjoy my usual bantering,   arguing and I feel comfortable being myself around him.

I have felt different emotions during this past 3 months more than the whole past years. Cole and I don't talk anything about dates or the way we felt for one another,  I was interrupted with my thoughts when Liam calls me ." Hey Lyra"

"  Hi Liam "

Liam share classes with me,  he is blonde and he's hot. I have talked with occasionally but we are not friends.

I look up at him and he looks confused " What's wrong? ,  Is there something in my face?"

I began rubbing my face with the sleeves of my tops.

"  No do you always talk to yourself? "

"  No? "  I replied like a question. He raises his eyebrow but I just shrug.

"  Any way where's your loverboy ? "

Okay ... now I am confused what lover boy is he talking about?  I look around her to see anyone other than me but there is none.

" I am confused Liam, what lover boy?"

" You know dark hair,  tall guy that always hangs out with you?"

  It takes a minute to realize he is asking about Cole. Wait why is he asking me about Cole?  Please don't tell me It what is Iam thinking " Liam are you gay? "

" What? No no Lyra I am 100 per cent straight. "

" Then why are you asking me about Cole?"

" I'm not asking about Cole dummy,  I was just wondering where your boyfriend is ?"

" Hold up,  You think Cole is my boyfriend? "

" He isn't? "

" No way, we are just friends. "  although we have to hold hands,  and have fallen asleep on his shoulder I am sure It's just a friendly gesture, right??  I am seriously going crazy with these questions in my head.

" Lyra you are doing it again"

" Do what cole?"

I gasp,  oh no no no I did not just say Cole right now,  he's being so annoying even when he's not around I say his name,  I need to be in a mental hospital. Liam just looks at me coldly but he takes no notice of my slip up.

" So..  are you free this weekend Lyra ?"

" No. I have plans? "

" Like?"

" Sleep"  I reply nonchalantly.  At that, a smile creeps out in his face ." Well Then Lyra do you want to hang out this Saturday,  you have Sunday to sleep. "

I think about his question,  I guess I can hang out it's not like I am in a relationship,  plus it will be a good chance to take my minds off Cole.

" Sure I would love to ."

" Cool, see you later Lyra ."  I wave my hands at him and he walks to his class.

" What was that just now?"  I almost jump at cole asking me?  Geez, how long has he been standing there?

" What was what ?"

" Liam ." is only what he replies.

" He was just asking me If I am free this weekend? "

" For ?"

What with the one-word interrogation? , I swear Cole is bipolar.

" He  asked me to hang out?"

" Why would he ask you to hang out ?"

" I don't know Cole,  if you are curious why don't you ask him?  I have to go,  see you later Cole."

Just when I was to turn my way Cole pulls me back " So will you go?"

"  Yeah,  I really have to go to Cole, I am late for my classes ."  He lets go of me but he looks angry for some reason. I look down to see his fist clenching.

"  Fine,  enjoy your date Lichen ."  with that he walks away.