My decision to make mom my first contract

While mom was placing the ear ring in my ear i wrap my hands around her waist pulling her closer but also locking her in place but letting her have enough to pull away.

After she'd put in the first ear ring she had pulled back while she was placing her hands on my shoulders to look at me.

While I was in my thoughts about if i really was going to make an contract with her to be drawn out my thoughts when i felt mom had placed her hand on my cheek but what really it was that brought me back was when i felt her lips on mines.

Widening my eyes as i froze, i felt the soft-ness of her lips retreating causing me to look at her while she had a smile on her face.

Paula: Baby girl i already now, as your deep thinking expression confirmed it for me begin you only make it when your stuck on a choice that you know you should make.

Having my expression switch from shocked to surprise at what she just indicated of how she knows of what i've been keeping from her until now.

Paula: Giving her another kiss that deeper an more passionate before she'd been able to say anything.

Closing my eye's as mom lips met mines in a kiss that was deeper than the first one an way more passionate i kissed her back as we had went in to our world.

Before she had pulled away with an bigger smile oner face as she put hand on my cheek again.

Paula: The documents that they gave us at the school was different than the one's they'd given to the students even though it wasn't to different buy it did have 1...major difference of key information on that i'm sure they wouldn't put on yours.

As im pretty sure that it private information of the highest order begin im sure they only had it on certain parents papers that im guessing that are either students that they see having the most potential based off grades and their accolades or students that have been at the top of their class in important fields.

Your the latter being that your just enrolled an have been accepted buy your grades and the accolades you have speak for themselves so I'm not surprised at all your one of them.

But the detail they have is what causes me the concern and fear that your more than just that your keeping a secret not from only them but me your own mother.

Singing the hurt,sadness,fear,and hope that was coming from i went to speak but to only stop when mom puts her fingure to my mouth before i could.

Paula: Hanging my head down as i put my finger to Zola's lips to stop her from speaking i continued "and do you want to know what they'd put in that little detail that im sure that they will tell you all soon."

I looked up to look at my daughters face to see guilt,fear,and the hope to explain her as i closed my eye's while tears were leaving them.

"That even though seed is highly compatible with animals initially but they were at a stage in the development of this organism that they call the seed to be compatible with humans to where the percentage of animals that have been implanted with has an 99.9% of begin able to accept it."

That's interesting right? To now that what causes or makes leviathans is smaller than an crumb you see on an counter can make something the could push us to extinction.

Moving my finger away from her mouth as i'd start to lean over placing my head on her as the tears started to follow like a river that was able to be freed from an dame as they hit the floor.

"H...H...HOW COULD YOU KEEP THIS... THIS...FROM ME!...SOMETHING LIKE THIS...EVEN IF IT HAD A 1% CHANCE OF YOU BEING ABLE TO ACCEPT IT AS...AS... AFTER IT FOUND IT'S HUMAN HOST... NO...OTHER COULD BE ABLE TOO!...

As mom started to leaned against me as she started to slide down towards the floor crying while still in my embrace i accompanied her.

Mom i...i...stopping when sh look up at me as we sat on floor as she was leaned up against me.

"Why didn't you tell me after you ate the fish that was meant for me that felt different or that something was wrong with you...we...we could of tried and figured something out or went for help before we go to this point."

Looking at her i could see all the emotions she was feeling fear,guilt,disappointment, sadness.

Hugging her tighter as i rested my my cheek on her head "mom...i was going to tell you i...i really was i just didn't know how...or when to tell you that i did."

Thinking 'they must of not put how it is able to spread like it is or how they're able to get the powers that they have or the person can also get after begin able too be compatible with it.'

Swallowing the lump that was in my throat as i finally decided i have to do this not only for her but so that i don't lose my mom again like i...i...did back then.

Ma...mom...losen my keep so she could be able to look up to me...what...what if i could help you grant the wish you have to protect through the abilities i have gotten from the leviathans...would you...want to take that chance even though...that would make you... like me...no longer human...?

Letting quest i'd just hang in the air so that... she could think about what I was implying by asking her that.

Seein her look at me...as she compliments what I've said to see her widening her eyes as the tears stopped she grabbed my shoulder before getting on her knees an looking me in they eyes.

Paula: "ZOLA...! can i...i mean can you really do that..! Make me like you so that i would be able protect you and keep you safe!

Seeing the disbelief in her eyes as well as for hope,happiness,determination,and the will to do what it takes, i smile at an nod at her as i'd also got my knees "yes mom i can make you and other people like me that want to be if they are willing to."