F**K im Dead | ch 1. prolog

now is a great day in my life.. that i am no longer need to pretend to be good studenet to my college teacher or whatever. fuck them all no task no schedule no complain old man.

today is my graduation ceremony of my college life and happy so ready to work at society.

my name is Archiel Weiss M well i named after my dad John wick. sound weird? his name just like a certain guy that kill person with pencil. im a fresh graduate college student. with slightly above average result. i have a pride with my face.. i mean i am someone if asked why the people looking at me i will answer "i am too handsome so they looking at me".

"yo! Ciel! my man!"

from far i can see a guy with glasses and ray of light from his teeth. he is my friend and i really hate him. we met when i was five years old. he is a guy who always disturb me with my experiment of magic.

when i was six year old i watch lord of the ring and so obsessed with magic. moreover wish have one for my self. so i try to having it. i memorize every rune i can find on internet... I meant it literally every single rune..

From Greek, Britain, Celtic even Nordic. Dint forget all fictional rune from game.

at my 8th birth day my parent ask me if i want some pet, so i told the i want a chicken for pet [sacrifice] . then they give me three of them to kept. later then my parent give me three of them. a white one, brown one and black one. i name them Sacc. Cree, and Fichl.

i call them sacrificial when feed them. and my parent dint know it.

at the age of ten actually two year later, my chicken grow up and have more little chick. they are too noisy so i took three old one to my room and do some ritual.

there my friend Eddie visit me, and saw my ritual. hell he freaking out so i make him shut up with knife on his neck.

well my chicken is stupid i dont like them i make them a sacrifice as same with their name.

i told my parent that i want to eat the chicken so i cut them.

that night a fried chicken on the table with my friend that had a undescribeable expression on his face. he says

"Ciel you are a heartless predator". with a shiver.

back to present...

"what do you want Eddie?" I answer with annoyed look

"I am done with my ceremony now, wanna go out for dinner?".

"sure i want eat some chicken now, Lets go to kfc".

we are leave the college and just a step from the gate a lightning struck my head.

'BOOOM'

"ARCHIEL!! ARE YOU OKAY"

my consciousness fading away. and everything is black.

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im still here and everything is still black what the?

"hey anyone here?".

no one answer my question, as well as darkness surrounding me.

an hour later still nothing...a day a month is passing..

" one million two hundred thousand and four",

"one million two hundred thousand and five"

"one million two hundred thousand and six",

"one million and.... fuck i forgot again.. one, two , three, four... ",

**Another eons later..**

i count how much i can remember. but still forgot at the middle. how long im here?? i dont know. maybe now a year?.

Here I was floating in blackened place.. almost die.. wait it's not death since I already dead. This boredom is make me insane!!

i try to remember every magic i can. like spirit magic, rune, magic circle, every name of book that has magic. grimoire, Necronomicon, Akasic record. and how to accesses them.

and try one by one on my memory.

Let's remember the pattern of bone daddy magic circle..I try to draw it on my mind scape and it just materialized and dancing around me.

The magic circle moving and merging.. it's first time I try the magic. So I took more than few hundred years?? I don't know but better than doing nothing.

"hail all creation activation!! the goal of life is death".

*A great smug appears on my face!*

a great magic circle surrounding me like a balloon, a three dimension magic circle. i take a reference from overlord here.

magic seem work here. as countless space around me cracked and destroyed

here i have a theory that i am on the void where law is on chaos. everything is possible and will destroyed without order.

even now i wonder why myself not disintegrated by chaos now.

"its working!! now i will not bored from now... wait if i can use that magic then i could do that thing. an order that rule chaos".

After countless year?? i could explain why i am not disintegrated here. now i was a soul that floating around with bit of chaos merged inside it.

meaning im also a chaos. chaos cannot disintegrate other chaos. if i make a body here as it created so soon it will disintegrated. that the law here. lets make a new law. the law of order and rule!!!

"HERE I DECLARE! O WORLD , SHALL THERE BE A LAW, SHALL THERE BE A LIGHT!!!". a rune dance, circle, symbol and theory making a four dimensional cube. tesseract

then a ball of light show up in front of me.

"fuck im success!! i shall name this art of grand order. kuhuhu...kuha..HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!".

wait a minute if i could make a light without disintegrate then.. other maybe a body too?? hell wait.. i could create anything in void so that mean i am...

I AM

A FUCKING

ELDRITCH

nai nai nai!!! naiwa! sou naru oboe wa nai!! [no no no! i dont remember become like that]

Yes I don't have tentacle or cursed whispering... So I doesn't count... Wait I am???

{you sound confused young one}

"and who the fuck are you, shut up now i am in a crisis identity"

{i am the guy you human call god, behold with my greatness my fella}

"i see... then god-kun, can you tell me why youre fucking late here?"

{your soul is kinda weird.. are you some demi eldritch or something?? how could you stay on void pulgatory without disintegrate and doing reincarnate??}

"wait?? the fuck i need to be destroyed and reincarnated. what this place? a soul washing machine huh so where is my bleach and detergent?".

{pfft...haHAHAHAHAHAHA!!. you are the first knowing the sistem. more of that with a funny way to do. yes this place is way to remove memory of soul and reincarnate them, the world has countless soul and here the mortal soul washed and shall enter the living world once again without stain/memory, why we use this way? because no mortal could stand being milions year alone. unless anomaly like you},

ROB pov

new soul come but a weird one on that. well there is quite alot weird soul like psycopath one. just wait for thousand years then it would be gone. time difference is the key. while me and other god rest for an hour a milion year passed there.

no mortal soul could stand in that space for that long hahahaha...

as always i lead the soul that has been washed to their reincarnation. there is few soul of heroes want their new life with memory. so the main pantheon god let them be. its an unfair thing you say?? well if every soul has their memory intact then what would be happen to the world?? a great chaos will happen could you imagine when a baby with old man wisdom rule the world on 4 years old age. but countless of them.

lets leave him for weeks

Five day later...

BOOOOoooooM.... A Great explosion with a Death concept crashing the wall and make few lesser god dead.

me : the fuck IS HAPPENING!!!!!

but that shit soul still intact like a stone there. have this been two day here???

that shit still intact even after aeons of years there???? even more is that magic? why is that magic has authority?? even few god dead here!!!!

To be continued...