Chapter 12 I'm Not Just Anything
"—Ram doesn't want you to trade your freedom for your life! Who allowed you to use Ram as a transaction without authorization! You are an insult to Ram! If you follow those bastards! Ram.... Ram Without your friend!"
The panting Ram's face was full of crying expressions. He grabbed the stone on the ground and threw it at the little boy whose back was to him, wanting him to look back at him.
"...When people grow up, one day there will be a day of separation, and this is a trivial redemption for now."
"Atonement? What are you talking about?"
"Actually...I got here one step later, maybe I'm jealous of your talent."
"envy of you?"
Ram stood still as if struck by lightning, and he never thought that he would have any jealous thoughts towards himself.
On the other hand, Rem, who wanted to say something, unconsciously lowered her head even more deeply, and did not dare to look up at her sister at all.
"....I didn't find it myself before, but it would be very unwilling to lose to a child younger than me completely, and even if there is jealousy, there is no way to do it? I am not a saint... No, this should be It's just that I'm still too immature... Anyway, I'm very sorry."
He just left the words of apology, worried that seeing Ram and Rem disappointed, he would make him even more hurt, and he never dared to look back.
After saying what he wanted to say, he quickened his pace and caught up with Pandora, who was not urging but was not worried that he would breach the contract, and quickly disappeared from the sight of the three behind him.
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On the way out of the village, Luo Mo came to the door of his house and saw two corpses exposed to his sight after the burning house collapsed.
"...Strange feeling."
He thought that no matter what happened to these two people who were only related to him by blood, he would not be touched in any way, and he might still be able to sing a song when they died.
After all.... from childhood to now, they have not hidden any disgust or insult to him, but just provide him with the worst growing environment in the same way as things.
But when he saw the two corpses, he somehow felt a very strange emotion, which uncontrollably grew out of his heart.
That feeling is indescribable. If I had to describe it, it was as if there was a cold wind that was not strong but existed, constantly blowing through the gap in my heart, causing an inexplicable loneliness to flow through my body with the blood.
Pandora in front also suddenly stopped at this moment, and asked softly with a gentle smile, "How did you feel when you killed someone for the first time?"
"By the way....I just killed...and killed several people..."
Luo Mo, who had no time to care about those before, suddenly recalled the reality that he had killed several people with short swords and magic before.
.... What does it feel like to take someone's life for the first time? Is it the taboo of murder? Fear of killing? Or successfully protect the child's sense of achievement?
He thought about it seriously, and finally closed his eyes and stopped looking at the two corpses, just shook his head gently.
"....nothing special."
"Really? Let's go then."
"Ok."
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Just a few days after leaving with Pandora, Luo Mo basically knew that the black-robed people who attacked the ghost village were actually a sect called the Witch Cult.
They are considered by the world to be a sect that worships the Envy Witch, but in fact, no one worships the Envy Witch except the lazy bishop. They all have their own purposes, but they have absolutely no interest in the jealous witch.
The witch is the original witch factor holder, and the subsequent holders are called "Sin Archbishop" just to distinguish it. Therefore, not only Pandora is the same generation as the Envy Witch, but other sin archbishops do not need to worship the Envy Witch.
For his current situation, Luo Mo has no good solution, and he can only choose to accept it because he is unable to change it.
Just like when he first came to this different world, now he has completely understood the sentence "life is like rape, you must either resist or enjoy it", because he can't resist and can only enjoy it silently.
However, in the Witch Sect's stronghold, apart from Pandora, he didn't even have a communication partner. Ordinary believers were like puppets, which made him even doubt whether the other party had any thoughts of his own.
This made him unable to help but with a pleasing smile, came behind the silver-haired girl who was quietly reading a book, and rubbed her shoulders diligently.
"Pandora...Sir, I've been here for almost a week. What do you want me to do? Why did you bring me? Can you tell me now?"
"sure."
Pandora did not reject his hospitality, and gently flipped the pages of the book without raising it:
"The clown got a degraded version of the book of wisdom that can know the future of the world from his teacher, which is equivalent to an enhanced version of the Gospels in our witch sect, but that book is not a omnipotent existence, and occasionally appears and Record different situations."
"Huh? Isn't that inaccurate? Wait? How to say.... Is it the process of history to destroy the ghost clan?"
"That's what the Gospels said, so they acted."
"Then if you don't go..."
"Of course it's fine not to go, but the deviations in the Gospels will get farther and farther, and although the predictions about the future will be revised, it doesn't matter to me, but I have no reason to restrain the believers if they want to act."
"...Then why save me?"
"There have been a lot of deviations from those recorded in the book over the years, but they were all killed by the clown who was dedicated to maintaining the progress in the book. I can't see anything beautiful in them, but you are different....and You don't have the scent of a witch on you."
Pandora closed the book gently, looked at him with the same smile, and said something he didn't understand softly.
"That... can you please tell me something I can understand?"
"In you, I see an unpredictable future, and the greatest possibility to break the fixed 'future'. Of course, there is one more point.... You are not from Shatira."
"...Satila? Jealous witch?"
"She intends to bring here the otherworldly person who, despite being an ordinary person, will be empowered to completely subvert the 'future' of the Book of Wisdom. That clown is now waiting for that person, and I am That person is not interested, although she doesn't know what Satila's purpose is, but if everything goes as she wishes, my plan may be disrupted, so....you become my person and go to the world Make it more messy~"
Pandora explained lightly, but the corners of his mouth raised a seductive arc at the end, making a declaration to the confused him.
"Am I not yours now?"
"No, you haven't caught my breath yet."
Pandora gave him a deep look, his expression and words were full of meaningful taste.
"Your breath... eh? Got your breath??"
(What does this loli want to do to me? I'm not a random person! But... I can't resist her, should I call for help?!) Pandora's misleading remarks made Luo Mo unable to help Worried about whether or not to call for help.