A beautiful lady full of activities
She has mesmerizing eyes
However they are hollow
With no dreams and expectations
Suddenly standing in a daze
Even the slightest breeze could carry her away
No one notices her
Bypassing her as if she is invisible
Her brain is blank
As if her life has been paused
Should I go east or west? north or south?
Should I go to my friends?
But I can't seem to recall any
Should I go home?
But where is home?
Who should I turn to?
Her feelings are dead
Yet her heart hurts like hell
From all the grievances and disappointments
Buried deep inside; together with her personality
Booling inside her like lava ready to erupt
Screaming to be let out to devour everything
To rise again like a fire phoenix
All this for nothing
If she is to rise she is an ice phoenix
Predestined for a sad ending
With no warmth to give or receive
To break the invincible shackles holding her
This will be her greatest success
She was taught to hide her tail between her legs
Where did she go astray?
When her dreams became blurry?
When she hot addicted to numbing her pain?
When she gave in to different whims?
When she settled for what's available?
Her smile lost never to be seen
A child knocks her startling her
Nevertheless there was no prejudice in his eyes
She stretches her hand to take the candy offered
It's sweetness spreads throughout the body
Coming to her senses
For the first time hope in her eyes
Goes back to work diligently
Hope that one day a dragon will melt her cold heart
Maybe one day she could break every chain
Maybe the universe will grant her a rebirth
To rewrite all those wrongs
To correct her blunders
To take the precise path
To kick her addiction
To hold her head up high
To have visions and aspirations ;live them
She was pulled back by her yokes
Falling so hard
A tear drops from her dry wells
Followed by a torrent of them
Fate knew it's time for rebirth
Who cares whether it's a fire 🔥 or ❄ ice phoenix
It only knew one culmination
A new beginning .
the key to new beginning is to start from where it started going down no matter how much time has passed.