Chapter 60

We are in a dimly lit booth both with a white wine and have ordered some trio of chips thing and some calamari as Lori is starving. We cheers and I exclaim "you first!" I want to hear all about her. I don't want to talk about me yet. "Start at the sex club when you two disappeared" I order taking a big swig of wine.

"Ok, I can do that. So we were in the orange room but both of us wanted to get more intimate so we decided to go up to the private rooms. We were intrigued about the other rooms upstairs but couldn't keep our hands off of each other. Anyway when we got up to the hallway, we went in to a room on the right. We walk in and right in front of us is a huge window! It was one of them 2 way mirrors. We could see directly in the blue room but they couldn't see us! Honestly it was like a porn film on cocaine in there. I've never seen anything like it. You would have loved it, the little freak that you are" she laughs and I slap her arm in response to her jest.

Our food turns up and Lori quickly digs in on the fries, and I have a few bits of the calamari. We ask the waitress to bring over another wine each as ours are almost gone and Lori continues with the story.

"There were couples, threesomes, men with men, girls with girls, strap ons, dildos, handcuffs, collars, whips, nipple clamps you name it it was going on in there. I cannot even imagine what else can be going on in the black room. So for a few minutes we just watched what was going on. Yoongs looked a little uncomfortable so I asked him if he was ok and he told me he needed to tell me something. I instantly thought he was gonna say he was actually married or had a girlfriend or something but he said he wasn't very experienced and had never done anything like what he was seeing in there. He didn't want me to be disappointed".

I smile at her, and tell her I think he is cute. "The inexperience doesn't bother you does it? I mean I have been with more people than Namjoon, and at first I was a little worried, but he soon made me realise that it's easier for us to be able to have sexual relationships where as in Korea it's still really honour based so more difficult".

"No, it didn't bother me. I found it sweet. I was happy at the concept of helping him experience a bit more. I'm not on a massive number of people as you well know and i've been a little experimental but nothing like some of that. I told him as much. I think that made him relax a little. I asked him if he has watched porn, and he admitted that yes he has. If he had of said no I would have known he was lying. Who hasn't ever watched porn? Anyway, that led us onto a conversation about what he wants to try and what he likes and we have some stuff we can work on. Unfortunately we didn't really get to anything after that because we were then summoned by Namjoon because you had bolted".

I look at the table and put my head in my hands. "I am so so sorry I stopped you from being able to experience it fully. I'm such a shit friend" I say. I was so selfish that night. I didn't think about anyone but me. I need to work on that.

"Don't be stupid you dill, as if i'm going to be mad at you from stopping me having sex in a dingy little room when you are having a personal crisis. It's not like it wasn't a serious situation for you". She is always so understanding. I can't get over how amazing my friend is.

"So, are you ready to talk about all of that and how you feel now?" She asks taking my hand and squeezing it in a show of her affection. I tell her how it came about for us to be in the room upstairs talking about it, and what was said, my reaction and my reasoning for leaving. She nods taking it all in. I explain about the conversation with Yoongi in the room, of course missing out one key fact as it's not my secret to share. When I get to the conversation back at hers she interrupts me and says "that's when me and Yoongs made up for not shagging at the sex club, we had shower sex, but carry on".

I laugh really hard. She is so funny, and knows how to insert a little humour when conversations are getting a bit too serious. We call the waitress over to add another 2 wines to our bill. At this rate I am going to be a little messy by the time we leave.