Chapter 35

***I have put a playlist together that I think works well if you listen to it as you read. This is not necessary just an added extra sensory bonus. If you do listen to the music try and read at the pace of the song to stay with the words. Song list below***

Play with fire - Sam Tinnesz

Slow down - Chase Atlantic

6 underground - Sneaker Pimps

Birthday sex - Jeremih (explicit)

Dangerous woman - Ariana Grande (explicit)

Enjoy!

It doesn't take much for me to get Lori and Yoongi to agree to leave, they decide however to be dropped off back at mine so they can be alone. They jump out the car and disappear of into the night. I will hear all about it tomorrow for sure. For now I hope she has fun. She deserves it.

The car drives the short distance to Lori's flat from mine where we exit and head in. Nothing being said between us, an excruciating tension building. The flat is dark and quiet. We go into the front room and the street lights outside are casting shadows on the soft cream carpet. The sofas are arranged in an L shape, a glass coffee table in front of them. A standing lamp sits one side and a small side table that matches the coffee table sits on the other. It's minimalist, plain walls no useless trinkets are strewn about. The sofas are upholstered in a grey suede with angular edges, but plump. They are easy to feel comfortable on as the material feels so soft on your skin. I put on the lamp which sheds a light glow across the room, but it is still dim in there. I ask Alexa to play one of Lori's playlists, and ask if the boys want a drink. They sit on opposite sofas and nod at me. I come back from the kitchen with 3 glasses and a bottle of white wine. I place them on the side table.

Both of them are staring at me intently. The song playing is one I don't know but is soft and slow. I put a foot up on the coffee table and slowly unzip my boot. I stroke from my ankle up my leg to my thigh and dramatically kick my boot off to one side. I place the other foot up and repeat my previous action, inwardly hoping this is not cringey. They both almost in sync remove their suit jackets. The zip for my dress is easy to get to, it is down the side without the strap. I dance for a minute like I did back at stringfellow's, rolling my hips, dipping and stroking my fingers up and down my body in time to the music. I eventually unzip my dress and push the strap off of my shoulder. I don't know how but I manage to get my arm free from it still looking quite seductive, well, they didn't burst into laughter, so I hope it's still looking good to them.

I push the dress down, it's hugging me really well and almost seems like it is being peeled from my skin. It reaches my belly button and exposes my bare breasts, the cool of the evening and the anticipation of what is coming hardening me. I lick both my thumbs in a swiping motion across my tongue and roll them over my nipples, using my forearms to squeeze them together as I lean forward slightly. Both adjust the way they are sitting, leaning forward and glancing at each other to gauge the others reaction to my attempt to whip them into a frenzy. They smile. I turn showing my blonde locks dancing over my skin on my shoulders and down my back and again push the dress lower. This time over my peach and down to my knees. I have bent forward and placed my hands on my ankles, I wiggle my bum and allow the dress to fall to the floor. I have on a black lace thong, the small sliver of material covering my intimacy on show in this position, snaking up and over my arse.

***Start playlist for added effect***

I rise back up and push the dress to one side with my foot. I look over my shoulder whilst rolling my hips in a circular motion and place a finger on my lips, I slide it along them and pop it into my mouth, biting the tip and teaming it with a wink, I pull my hair off of my back and over my shoulder so all my flesh is on show. The music has changed to play with fire by Sam Tinnesz. I love this one. I turn around and place my palms on my stomach and push my fingers into the top of my thong, I stare at them both in turn and as the chorus kicks in I slide one finger down and into my wetness. I circle my clitoris and with my free hand push it up my body and over my breast then up to my neck, throwing my head back and moaning as my fingers reach my chin. I plan to take my thong off myself but as I bring my head forwards Namjoon is on his feet, so I beckon him over with a finger and bite my bottom lip making sure to release it slowly.

He comes to me. His body presses against mine. I look over to Jimin who has leant back on the sofa and is slowly unbuttoning his shirt. Namjoon begins to kiss my neck, his hands on my back stroking my skin downwards with his finger tips. The shirt comes off of Jimin and he opens his trousers, pushes them lower and releases his cock from the constraints of his boxers. He licks his hand moistening it and wraps it around himself, slowly moving from base to tip in long strokes, tongue moving over his pouty lips. Namjoon has moved lower down my body now, feathering kisses as he goes, rolling his tongue over my nipples and then sweeping it down my mid drift into my belly button and then across my tummy from one hip to the other. His hands squeezing my arse. He is now on his knees in front of me. He connects his mouth to me and blows on me through my underwear, the warmth a wonderful pleasure that has me internally begging for more. I push his face into me and grind against him, his chin putting pressure on my clitoris. I yelp with desire. I want more. I need more. I have to have more. I can't contain my desire, I move my hips some more and grab Namjoon's hair slowly tugging at it and moving his head away from me, teasing him with my pubic area, gyrating it towards him in time to the music and pulling back if he gets to close. I lift a leg and place my foot on his shoulder, again using my hips to push myself towards his face, getting so close before moving back again. He is amused by this and smiles, those beautiful dimples arriving. He pulls my leg down and again blows on me this time though it's cooling. I tremble. I grind on him and sing along to the song, letting out low and sultry moans as I enjoy the feeling desperately, getting lost in my own pleasure. Jimin is stroking faster now and moaning, whispering in Korean. I feel confident that I am doing a good job here and making sure they both feel included. Keeping eye contact wherever possible with Jimin, watching him watching us. Breathlessly Jimin says to me "gwihan, you make me so hot, look at you teasing hyung you bad girl, give him what he wants, I want to see all of you now" I smile at him and reply with "oh you will but when i'm ready and not before, she is coming out to play baby, just wait".

The song changes again to slow down by Chase Atlantic, another favourite of mine and Lori's. After the trumpet intro he pulls my thong down slowly.

***Start reading as trumpets stop***

I step out of it and he throws it to one side. He takes no time burying his face into me, sliding his tongue over my clitoris and pushing it into my entrance, I haven't taken my eyes off of Jimin who is really enjoying watching and is still touching himself. His dark and intense eyes make me shudder. He pushes his hand through his hair and grabs at it, an act of pure ecstasy, and pulls it slightly closing his eyes as he does. It reminds me of a scene from one of the videos spliced together by a fan, and I smile to myself that perhaps this is the sort of thing he was thinking about in that clip. Maybe he was willing it to happen one day, just waiting for me to be with him when it did.

Namjoon stands up and I kiss him, tasting myself on his lips and tongue. I start to unbutton his shirt and push it off of his broad shoulders, rolling my fingers over the hard muscles of his upper arms and then trace my thumbs along his pecs before squeezing his nipples making his skin react into goosebumps. The shirt fully comes off now and falls to the floor as I kneel in front of him. He undoes his trousers and I pull them down but I turn him to the side so Jimin can see me put his cock inside my mouth. He already has stickiness on his tip and the salty flavour makes my mouth water. I take him to the back of my throat almost immediately and he groans. His hands are in my hair pulling me on to him and pushing me back, I contract my throat muscles around him as I tickle his hips with my fingernails and then I slide my fingers harder into his flesh pulling them down his thighs. I wrap my arms around his legs, using them to steady me and allow me to increase my speed. I lick from the base of him to the tip and blow on his bellend, pursing my lips. The cold quickly changed to warm as I suck him back in my mouth again being something I have been told before is a real winner. Namjoon pulls me up to him in a quick tug and wipes along my lip with his thumb. I inhale it into my mouth and suck it, rolling my tongue around it. He takes it out kissing it as he does and takes my arms to turn me around to face Jimin, both men now looking at each other, having a silent conversation, me their little puppet.

I glance behind me and Namjoon smacks my arse making my skin wobble. It's painful at first but the cool breeze on the tingle after feels so god damn good. I feel him slide himself in to me effortlessly and I moan, Jimin is still holding himself but has eased his movements. "Like that bad girl" he says to me in a deep growl, "want hyung to do it again?" he asks. "Yes Jimin, make hyung do it again" I say breathlessly as Namjoon is gyrating his hips making his tip push on my g spot. Just like I asked he slaps my other arse cheek and I let out a whimper. He has his hands on my hips and tightly squeezes them, pushing himself in as deep as he can go, he slides a hand up my back and grabs my hair, winding it around his fingers and pulling so I stand more upright my back arched and my breasts bouncing. The fact they are both so invested in this turns me on so bad. They don't appear to be awkward, in fact it's like they are spurring each other on. Willing the other to do well and feel good. I relish being a toy for them to both play with. As the song begins to reach its climax Namjoon slows and teases me with just the tip of his cock. Just barely sliding it in me and when pulling out pushing it over my clitoris, before pushing it inside hard again all the way. He fluctuates his pace from fast to slow and builds my tension back up, getting me ready to come again. As wrapped up as I am in all of this that won't take long.

***Take a breath and start reading just after the next song starts***

The music changes, this time it's 6 underground by the sneaker pimps. It's not as seductive as what has already played but it still makes me think of sex. Dirty, naughty sweaty sex. The type we are having right now, grimy but ultimately great and mind blowing. The type you want to tell people about but that you keep private. Namjoon tells me to move over to the sofa where Jimin is. I comply. He has me face him and grabbing around my waist he lifts me up effortlessly with his strong muscular arms and places me onto Jimin's cock, my back to him in a reverse cow girl position my legs folded under me but to the sides of both of his thighs. Jimin groans at how easily he slides into me, and he begins to thrust whilst I roll my hips to help with the sweet sensation. Namjoon pushes my head back down onto his cock and I continue sucking him, I hold his arse to stabilise myself, feeling it tense when I get him to the back of my throat. I try to swallow him, my muscles clamping on his tip, he groans loudly and Jimin replies with his own low moan, holding my hips and rocking them backwards and forwards. I can't believe what i'm doing and i'm so overly aroused I have lost count at the orgasms I have already had. 3, maybe 5, who knows and quite frankly I don't care. All I know is this feels utterly amazing. My body is totally at the mercy of these 2 gorgeous men and i'm loving it. I'm panting with pulsating pleasure as my g spot is being pounded by Jimin and my head is being forced down on to Namjoon's cock with his strong hand. I can't believe how lucky I am, to be sharing something like this with 2 beautiful people. 2 beautiful people who are also exploring parts of themselves they have never explored before. Virgins of desire you might call us.

I feel all of my inner turmoil about my looks and how sexy I am melt away and the real me begin to emerge, like a butterfly coming out of its chrysalis. I'm no longer nervous, the concept of asking for what I want not daunting at all. I'm a strong sexy woman who can, and will enjoy all that the world of sex has to offer me and I will not be shy or worried about asking for what I need for my own selfish pleasure from anyone in the future. It's my body and my right to do with it what I please. That may not always be things that people understand but it doesn't matter. As long as the person or persons that I'm doing it with are into it just as much as me, then we have no one to answer to but ourselves. I feel like screaming it feels so good. I wish I was filming it so I could watch it back another time. The voyeur in me wanting satisfaction. Instead I will just have to re visit the memory currently being etched in to my psyche where it will stay forever. I hope the same can be said for this memory in the minds of my partners. I hope they treasure this experience as much as me. The song begins to slow, it's almost over, but this session is nowhere near completion. I hope the next song continues to help build and increase our pressure build up. The more pressure the better the end release after all.

***Breathe***

Thankfully Birthday Sex by Jeremih comes on, it's a different tempo so I begin to move differently, lifting my arse up on Jimin and pushing back down, my body working like a see saw on them both. Namjoon releases himself from my mouth and says "Jimin needs to feel this" indicating with a finger to my lips. I do as i'm told and pull off of his cock and move onto the sofa next to him. I kiss him deep on his beautiful mouth, my tongue colliding with his allowing him to taste his friend. He touches my breasts with his delicate hands softly rolling his fingers over my nipples. I move myself down into position and take him into my mouth but leave my arse and entrance available for Namjoon to slide back into me, which he does with no hesitation. He cups my breasts as he thrusts hard, and Jimin pushes his cock deeper in my mouth, I lift and roll my tongue around his tip, sucking hard on just the head, pulling blood to it making it more sensitive and whilst flicking my tongue along it, place my hand around his shaft sliding it up and down. Both my boys are groaning and I can hear myself in a low, feral animalistic growl moaning in response. I feel free, and so relaxed. My body has never trembled like this before, every sense is on fire. I never knew sex could be this pleasurable. Everything I have done up to my meeting with Jimin now completely pales in comparison, I don't ever want to be vanilla again. I'm so thirsty for them both. Just like the song says. I'm having the best sex, it may as well be my birthday. After all I got a present earlier. I want this kind of birthday sex everyday. I can feel myself getting obsessed with this feeling, I want to do this again with my 2 bangtan boys.

***Breathe***

One last music change to dangerous woman by Ariana Grande. I get another slap on the arse and Namjoon digs his fingers into the bountiful amount of flesh that hangs from my chest. The words she is singing in this song are so very apt.

Don't need permission

Made my decision to test my limits

'Cause it's my business

God as my witness

Start what I finished

Don't need no hold up

Taking control of this kind of moment

I'm locked and loaded

Completely focused my mind is open

I feel dangerous right now, this part of me that has been released has been bottled up for so long that it is delighting at it's chance to explore. I am not sure that I will ever get the genie back in to the bottle, but do I really want too?

I concentrate on Jimin and massage his balls with my free hand, trying to get him to release as I think Namjoon is getting close. Reading my thoughts or perhaps my body language I hear him say "Jimin, fill her up". Namjoon says this in the most dominantly aggressive voice and my heart rate shifts, pulse quickens. I feel Jimin respond and he throbs hard, gasping before letting out his warm liquid which I quickly swallow. Namjoon now steps up his speed, I look over my shoulder at him and he fixes his eyes on me. "Yes baby, give it to me, it's your turn now, come for me" I say as my pleasure heightens and I feel myself tighten around him. Jimin speaks some words of encouragement to him and growls "give the bad girl what she deserves hyung, she wants it, look at her gagging for it. She wants all of you hyung, she needs it". Namjoon let's out a loud howl, it's long and so hot. He comes for me and for Jimin but still delivers one last hard thrust which tops me off. He is electrifying and makes my knees go weak. I'm breathing heavy and ragged, and I look at Jimin who has leant forward and flashes his beautiful full smile at me and then chuckles. "Oh my god, that was an amazing experience, thank you both for that. I'm always going to remember it". I respond to him "me too baby, me too". Namjoon says "totally agree. Never felt this intense in all my life".

***Phew, chill til the end of the song***