Chapter 30
Jimin doesn't look surprised by his question and looks at me waiting for outrage, but it's not there. Again, it's just walking that line for me. He is talking about me like i'm property, but I really like it. Jimin turns me around so my back is to his front, and Namjoon is looking right at me with hungry eyes. "You can play with her hyung but only if I can watch" Jimin replies.
Oh my god, so much is swirling around my head, this is so hot! I want them both so much in this moment. Namjoon steps forward and places his hands on my waist. I am sandwiched in place by both of them. He leans forward and whispers "ok Jimin, that is fair, but not now. I will tell you when she is ready". Jimin kisses my neck and whispers back "yes, let's make her wait for it hyung". Namjoon turns me back around so I am facing Jimin again and says one last thing to me before leaving the room "this is payback for this morning".
Jimin clearly turned on by all of that kisses me and I lose myself in him. Synapses firing signals of arousal all over my brain. He grabs my hand and places it on his swelling and I rub him through his jeans, he releases tiny whimpers in my ear, that's not enough for him so turns me round and unbuttons my jeans whipping them and my knickers down in one full swoop. He lets himself out of his cage and finds my opening quickly, pushing himself deep in a succession of rapid thrusts. He holds my shoulders down, pressing my face into the kitchen island, not bothered that Yoongi or Namjoon could come back in at any minute. The frenzy continues, I am so wet, ready to come for him, I gasp at how good it feels and we come together. He pulls out of me and puts himself away. He turns me round and bends down to lift up my underwear and jeans. I am just about finished putting myself back together when Yoongi walks in. "Sorry, what have I interrupted" he says about to turn around and walk off. Jimin stops him, tells him it's ok and asks if he wants to go to the studio now to get a feel for the place.
They decide that's a good idea so I call the driver that has been ferrying us around when we are not with Ji-Ho and Min-Jun and arrange for him to pick us up in half an hour. I go and tidy myself up whilst they let Namjoon know the plan. When we finally leave the flat it is a little after 11am. I exhale as I close the door and watch them walk down to the waiting car. I think I have a lot more in store with them. Exciting times lay ahead.
When we get to the studio, Yoongi is fairly impressed with the set up, and likes the intimacy of the rooms. He and Jimin play around recording some sounds and notes and Namjoon begins writing in a notebook. I excuse myself and go to call Lori. I have to catch her up on what has happened since we last spoke. She's going to think i'm crazy that I haven't run a mile already.
I fill her in and get a lot of "no way", "holy fuck" and "Jesus that is hot" responses before she imparts this bit of pure wisdom on me. "Ok, as Jimin's girlfriend for the moment, taking all you two have discussed in to consideration, I think you are both happy to perhaps have a more relaxed relationship and explore parts of yourselves you haven't let develop meaning that as long as you are honest with each other and ask permission of things before you do them you should be able to get through the next few weeks without hurting each other and could then part ways fulfilled and have feelings of love for each other but not be so invested it's too hard to walk away". She lets out a long breath, happy to get to the end of that monologue. I chuckle and agree with her. Rather than get swept up in the romance side of things, I am going to explore those sides of me that have always been hidden. He is giving me a platform to do so, and i'm letting him do the same. Maybe I am going to be a different sort of tour guide. Maybe I am not supposed to show him London's sights, maybe i'm here to take him around the dark places of his soul, bringing rays of glorious light with me, shining those little rainbows everywhere so he can find himself.