Chapter 23

CHAPTER TWENTY THREE

Days went by and Jace keep getting worse. At this rate I didn’t even know what’s happening to him, all that I knew was that… He was suffering and he was strugglimg.

Pain. It almost like I couldn’t understand the feeling anymore. I said too much, felt it too much and have felt it enough at the tip of my tongue and repeated over and over again in my head.

I... Didn’t understand what ‘pain’ really means anymore. Was it the feeling squeezing my chest when I see Jace with no light in his eyes? Or was it the feeling when I realized I couldn’t do anything to bring him back.

But then I realized it was none of those things. It run way deeper inside my heart, into my veins. Words would never describe it perfectly. Could never describe what it really means. It could only be felt. And I am already too tired of feeling ‘pain’.