Chapter 15

CHAPTER FIFTEEN

Ash’s POV

Jace had left this morning, with the first flight and I cried buckets. I was super glued to his side this time. I didn’t know when he would be coming back— It could months, years before he can go back home to me again and it pains me to even think about that.

Let alone living it as my reality. I felt like my body was torn in two and I was left to pick up the shredded halves and tried to glue them back together once again.

I was still in Jace’s room, enjoying his smell while it was still there. Lingering and staying on his pillows. In a week they would be disappear and I would be forced to imagine how he felt like.

I never want to forget anything about him even, if it making things harder and more painful. But if I choose to forget him then I would better cut my intake of oxygen off first rather than forgetting him.

I didn’t want to live where there was no Jace.