Chapter 33

Doesn’t he know when someone is friendly or not. Can’t he read signs, why doesn’t he want to back out of my case. He was making it all too difficult for me why does he keep coming to me from the very beginning I was here. He was always there, he must be stupid!

And now I didn’t know why I was getting all pissed off. He was making me angry!

I wanted to scream at his face and tell him to back off. If it was that easy.

I shoved his hands aside and walked past him, We were out of the narrow path, and were now standing at a bridge, which we had to pass. I wonder where he was taking me, I waited for him and he came to my side.

“Let’s go.”

I sighed and followed him.

“Do you hate me that much? I didn’t bring the others I thought that would make you uncomfortable.” He said, he didn’t hide the disappointment in his face that I didn’t take his hands. That I choose to ignore.

That had been what added to his stupidity, trusting someone you don’t even know what they are capable of or what they could do to you. Someone as stupid as him shouldn’t be the alpha. He’s a waste!

“But it seems you’re still not comfortable with me, I want you to be free with me, it’s just us here. Talk me to like you used to. I’m not gonna bite.”

Trying to be nice hun?

“You’re stupid.” It blurts out, he spun his head around and looked at me. I slapped my lips at the mistake I made.

“Is that your friendly tone?”

I looked away, breaking the eye contact, why should I be comfortable with you? I wanted to ask that but decided against it. I should let him be.

“Yes,” I replied instead.

We crossed the bridge. That was when I saw the towel because he had pointed at it, that was where we were going.

We began walking there in silence, I didn’t see any Wolf throughout our walk, I didn’t know what else I could think of except how I was gonna flee tonight. I wonder what he was thinking as I stole a glance at his face. I didn’t know why he had a small smile on his lips. What was this psycho thinking... for a few seconds I admired him. As if his smile was contagious, I ended up smiling as well.

I had to slap myself, What was wrong with me, focus!

I mentally yelled.

I shrugged my shoulders. That was his business and not mine.

“It’s gonna be nice there..”

I just tag alongside him. He should know I wasn’t in any mood to talk to him, I wasn’t settled on what I would do to get my escape that was what I was thinking about, I decided I was gonna continue thinking and maybe come up with an idea after we get to the tower.

“..here we’re. Nice isn’t it?”

“That was some tiresome walk we just did.”

“Right.” He chuckled.

I just said that, maybe it would make him feel better that I wasn’t ignoring him. It wasn’t much of a big or tall towel. But it was beautiful. We were standing on it and we could see the entire part of the salmon pack. Everything, the borders and even outside the pack. I saw the path which we had come through to the pack.

“Great view don’t you think?”

I agree with him on that.

“It’s nice.”

We stare at the full moon and then watch the places. Different emotions bolted up in me, what I’ve never felt before and I didn’t know what to say if it felt nice or scary. My hands went to my chest and I touched them.

Why does it feel ticklish?

“It’s a priceless sight, you should be honored not everyone gets to be there, if not the alpha or given orders by the alpha.”

“I’m special.” I looked down at my feet.

He walked closer to me, I hadn’t expected him to come closer so quickly, and it took me off guard, I was overwhelmed by my taste to kill.

“You’re..”

His breath was close to my neck, my throat instantly went patched, and my hands went to my dagger which I had close by. He was still close and worse he took a step and now he was close that our shoulders touched and that was when I thrust the dagger at his side! It all happened so fast before I could blink. Why would he do that, he shouldn’t have come close, because I didn’t get close to him.

There was a no touching rule, I thought he understand, that’s why I had called him stupid!

Why did he!

Argh!

His hand gripped my shoulders, I twisted the dagger at his side and pushed it deeper, his hands tightened. His eyes turned red and bloodshot.

“..dangerously special. And I had forgotten who you were. I think I got caught up in the moment. Killer Wolf.”

I pushed him off me, after pulling out my dagger he fell back, the white sleeve he wore was stained, and he was there, groaning and gasping for breath.

What I felt at that moment I didn’t know, but I wasn’t myself. I wasn’t satisfied, unlike the ones I get each time I killed a wolf. I didn’t understand what I felt. And likewise, I didn’t know what to do.

He didn’t fight back, he didn’t hurt me or try to do anything.

I didn’t know what the hell I was feeling!

But one thing was sure, I would never fit in!

I would never be a normal wolf.

My escape had to come now, I couldn’t go through the stairs we came through because wolves were coming.

I stood there unable to move, should I go over and say it was a mistake but I couldn’t. It wasn’t my fault. I did plan to hurt him but not like this.

Franco was the first wolf that I saw, Seems they had been following us, unawares.

“ALPHA!” He screamed that had attracted the others.

I took two steps backward, and bite my lower lips. He rushed to the Alpha and then looked up at me. I didn’t know if I could survive those gazes, instantaneously he shifted to his wolf form. He was a huge wolf and that was when I throw myself down the towel, I could climb down with my dagger and I was making my way down.

“Alpha is our most priority!” Franco yelled, he was standing by the towel and was staring at me as I climbed down successfully.

What..? Why wasn’t he coming after me, why did he stop? What did the Alpha say to him.

Then I remember he called me, killer wolf, I heard that a long time ago when I was still at Novak. Then I was the killer Wolf I had forgotten about that name and identity.

And now, was I any different?

I was still who I was.

Killer Wolf.

They say the truth hurts.

Shit, it does!

Knowing that I would never be normal, that I would never stay in a pack full of wolves without hurting them.

I was the villain. With my hoodie still on I walked out that night into the woods, that place where I belong where I wouldn’t be pained or questioned, where I ruled and can do anything I want.

I was a rogue and that I would be, I was the cursed princess that would never find her mate or never mated.

I was just a curse that was a threat to everyone, even the ones I called friends.

I never wanted to be any of this.

NEVER!

I screamed!