She ate a lot after meeting her ex-boyfriend. Yes, she passed the test. She could hold herself not to scold him because he married Erren without telling her first, even though the situation was different back then.
She hurt, but she knew her position. Now she was already his staff for the public area at his company. It was a big opportunity for her and she had to take advantage of it to make Father proud of her.
The first meeting she thought it wouldn't work well, finally it worked without her feeling gloomy after she left him.
Yes, she missed him. But miss someone doesn't need to say it to that person. She just had to hold back herself not to say it. Although at first it was so hard.
She was all alone at her apartment. Ate from what she had just cooked, stared at the view from her balcony and it felt calm to her.
"I should've felt this when I didn't have a sin at all. Now, even I feel this, the sins keep following me behind. And it sucks."