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Golden Shores of Youth

This novel, narrated from the perspective of the protagonist Xiaoyu, chronicles her experiences and emotional changes from university life through to post-graduation. Xiaoyu is a woman who undergoes many ups and downs in her love life and personal journey, and her story touches on themes of friendship, love, loss, and growth. During her time at university, Xiaoyu becomes entangled in complicated emotional relationships with several male characters. Her relationship with her boyfriend Zhang Xiao is a mix of love and resentment. Zhang Xiao, burdened by his background in the underworld and a pessimistic view of the future, chooses to break up with Xiaoyu, hoping she can lead a better life. After their breakup, Xiaoyu experiences a period of confusion and loneliness, but she does not give up on searching for love. She later develops a relationship with another man, Muran, who, despite his status in the underworld, has genuine feelings for Xiaoyu and is willing to give up everything for her. Xiaoyu's friend Xiangxiang is also a significant character, sharing a deep friendship with Xiaoyu but also facing her own emotional setbacks. Xiangxiang is forced into an inappropriate relationship with Professor Zhang Cunzhen in exchange for academic success, causing her immense emotional trauma. After learning of Xiangxiang's ordeal, Xiaoyu tries her best to support and help her, but Xiangxiang ultimately chooses to run away from home, disappearing from Xiaoyu's life. In the latter part of the novel, as Xiaoyu faces Muran's departure and Xiangxiang's disappearance, she gradually learns to be strong and independent. She begins to reassess her life and future, deciding not to be swayed by emotions anymore but to take control of her own destiny. Xiaoyu's story is a journey of growth, self-discovery, and courage in the face of life's challenges.

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The days of love (3)

I finally made it to the next stop. I took advantage of the moment when the front door opened and rushed out of the front door without paying attention to the people who got on the bus. When I got off the bus, I felt like a bird escaping from a cage. Even if I could get to Zhang Han's house in one more stop, I was scared when I thought about the scene just now. I had to find a place to tidy up my appearance. I didn't have time to dress up carefully at home, so I put on some light makeup now. I came to a star-rated public toilet and quickly swiped my citycard to go in. In the toilet cubicle, I took out a tissue and kept wiping my underwear. If Zhang Han took it off and found that my underwear was wet when I was doing it with him later, how would he laugh at me? Little slut? Trendy girl? Then I tore open the wet wipes and wiped the little sister's vulva carefully. I don't know why, the little sister is particularly sensitive today. It itches as soon as I touch it. My hands and feet are sore and numb that I can't use any strength. Wiping gradually turns into digging. I realized that I masturbated! Masturbating in the public toilet! "What a cheap bone, cheap woman!" I cursed myself in my heart and stomped my high heels in dissatisfaction. The stomping sound was very pleasant and made my head clearer. But now I am in a state of being neither up nor down. My lips and mouth are constantly secreting love juice. The little sister who just entered the state was unwilling to be covered by her underwear. My face was burning bright red in the mirror, so I quickly got some cold water and patted it. The mind can be awakened by cold water, but what about the body? Where can I find cold water for bathing? I lightly applied lip gloss, hooked the edge of my eyebrows, and made myself look more energetic. After combing my eyelashes, I left the public toilet. "Hi, what a coincidence?"

A strange voice interrupted me. Looking at the person in front of me, I was horrified - the guy who took advantage of me by attacking my chest on the bus! He was waiting for me here! What a coincidence? Did he like me? Or did he want to strike while the iron was hot and have something happen with me? When I thought of this, my little sister actually felt excited, as if telling me that she needed comfort. I knew what she needed was comfort, a man's breath, a man's body, and a man's violence. I ignored him, turned sideways and walked past her to Zhang Han's house. The sudden force made me walk unsteadily, but I couldn't care so much. He seemed to be attracted by the sound of my high heels, and his eyes glanced at my feet. I felt a tingling sensation in the soles of my feet, and the delicate and white instep of my feet arched unnaturally. "You dropped your tissue!"

He suddenly shouted. I turned my head and saw that even if I had a good temper, I really wanted to curse at him this time. Wasn't that the waste paper I just threw on the ground? How could he use it to flirt with me? I ignored him and didn't even glare at him. Who knows what he would think of my glaring at him? A resentful woman who wanted to refuse but still welcomed? Before I took a few steps, he suddenly rushed up and grabbed my arm. My delicate skin was pinched by the rough big hand, leaving a red mark, and a layer of blush immediately smeared on my cheek. Before I could shake off his big hand, he let go of it embarrassedly, then looked at me sincerely and said: "I was wrong just now, I will... I will be responsible for you! OK? You can leave me your mobile phone number, I will contact you!"

I looked at him, looking at him formally. The man's evasive eyes can never cover up the evil motives in his heart, "Don't bother me, go away."

The main road is so wide, but he just blocked me and blocked my way in front of me. People with stubborn tempers are always dangerous. I began to be afraid and worried that I would be violated. Perhaps my attitude was a bit arrogant, which made his self-esteem unbearable. His face began to darken and he pulled my arm with both hands. What's more hateful is that passers-by thought we were a quarreling couple, and they smiled secretly and turned their heads to take a look and hurried away. He pretended to be quite fit. "I say it again, go away!"

I pushed him away with all my strength. He stumbled back two steps and came forward again. His face was still sincere, and he even said loudly: "Please forgive me! Stop making trouble and go back with me."

After that, he finally grabbed my hand and pulled me to the street to hail a taxi. "Go away!"

I wanted to suddenly exert force to break free from him, but unfortunately... It's not that I'm weak, but that I was wearing high heels that I was not familiar with. It was difficult to walk, and now I stumbled and fell to the ground in a hurry. "Get up!"

His eyes were full of a boyfriend's faint reproach to his angry girlfriend, and there was a hint of helplessness, but I could feel from the strength of his hand that he wanted to make a quick decision and take me away from here first. I was quick-witted. Since I sat on the ground, I would hold his hand down and not let him get up. He was a little tired, or should I say very tired, because he couldn't pull me up. But before I could laugh at my little trick, he shamelessly pulled me on the ground and said, "Don't make trouble, I will apologize to you when I get back."

If the skirt is worn out, I will fight you to the death! A favorite skirt is a woman's life, absolutely! I exploded! "Help!"

A piercing scream came out of my mouth. I didn't want to lose, so I said it out of my mouth. I have to keep the bad habits my boyfriend gave me, because next time I see him, I will tell him that I still have them... He paused for a second in shock. I took advantage of the moment when the strength in my hand was loose and bit his forearm fiercely. As soon as he let go, I would roll away and run away while calling for help from passers-by. It was not far from Zhang Han's house. His house was on the street, maybe he could hear it. "Ah!"

A pig-killing scream came, even more sharp and piercing. I didn't expect a boy to make such a sound, "Bitch!"

The sound of the wind blew fiercely on the top of my head. I felt endless fear and powerlessness. Is the escape plan going to fail like this? Will he knock me out and wake me up in a small dark room? Or in a migrant worker's bungalow? Helpless, I had to close my eyes tightly to bear it. "Snap!"

My whole body shuddered, and I squeezed my eyes shut so hard that tears came out. However, the expected fainting or burning pain did not come, but a cold voice that was colder than ice and painful to the bone: "Do you dare to scold me again?"

The boy let go of my hand, and I hurriedly opened my eyes and looked up - Zhang Han! It was Zhang Han! His hand was clamped tightly on the boy's wrist like an iron hoop, and he was still exerting force. My knuckles were "crackling". I saw Zhang Han pursed his lips, and the boy's wrist made a crisp "crack" sound, followed by a more terrifying scream that resounded throughout the street: "Wow...ah! Ah..."

Intermittent panting, beads of sweat kept dripping, but it was not as bad as my depressed mood. I was going to Zhang Han's house to play with him, but I ran into such a scoundrel who blocked the road and committed violence. How could I not be angry? At this time, seeing Zhang Han, my tense nerves relaxed unprecedentedly. I knew that he would protect me with him. The boy didn't know who Zhang Han was. Maybe he thought he was a pedestrian who saw injustice on the road, or a friend who knew me, but he said confidently: "Fuck! I'm talking to my woman, what does it have to do with you?"

After that, he raised his other hand to fight back. Zhang Han listened to the boy's words, and a trace of cruelty flashed between his eyebrows. It was obvious that he was really angry. That look scared me, although I knew he would not hurt me. I believe never. Zhang Han turned his wrist and directly grabbed the boy and sent me a long punch. It was just a weak crossbow. Zhang Han easily removed his wrist. At that time, I didn't know that he had a doctor father who was a professional doctor for people on the road. I just thought he was so awesome! Unlike ordinary men, even if they fight for themselves, they are like bulls, punching and kicking, just like a fight between women on the street, but Zhang Han's moves were so clean and neat, so cool! I swear that at that moment, I really had a little peach heart in my eyes. Red heart offering... cough cough. Zhang Han then threw the boy to the ground. Seeing that he was trying to stand up and pounce on Zhang Han, Zhang Han's eyes condensed, frowned and hesitated for a moment, and then a sharp kick hit the boy's back, causing him to fall back to the ground. His chest hit the ground and made a buzzing sound. The man crawled on the ground and coughed hard, temporarily without the strength to fight again. "Are you okay, Xiaoyu?"

Zhang Han turned around and looked at me with a guilty look, as if he blamed himself for being late. Seeing this, the softest part of my heart was touched painfully, and my mind was full of thoughts of loving him well and cherishing his love for me. "Xiao..."

I wanted to say it was okay, but I couldn't help crying as soon as I opened my mouth. Then she threw herself into his arms, her arms wrapped around his neck tightly, and buried her head in his broad and powerful chest... "Are you scared? Don't be afraid, I'm here... It's okay, Xiaoyu, my little Xiaoyu, I won't let anyone bully you..."

Zhang Han kept comforting me in my ear, and his warm breath blew into my ear cavity. I clearly felt that the blood flow rate in my carotid artery increased by two or three times, and my face was even redder and hot. I quickly wiped off the sweat on my forehead. Although I was still sobbing, I knew that this was not the time to act coquettishly and need comfort. "Zhang Han, I don't know that person, he bullied me..."

I pointed to the boy on the ground who was moaning intermittently and had an extremely vicious look in his eyes. When Zhang Han heard that the man didn't know me at all, he thought about the boy's words that I was his woman and so on to scare him, and he was even more angry. A burst of murderous intent flashed across his face. I knew that it was because he was trying his best to restrain himself in front of me. He was afraid that his appearance would scare me. "Zhang Han..."

I tried to call him. "Well, Guigui..."

Zhang Han squeezed out a gentle smile, called me lovingly, and stroked my hair gently on the back of my head, but my hair was already dirty when I was tossing on the ground just now. "I'll go back first..."

I said softly, then reached into his trouser pocket to take out his house key, turned around and walked towards his house. Leave enough space for your man. A man can't hold his anger, otherwise it will not only be bad for his health, but also for my health... Anyway, when I put on Zhang Han's pajamas and came out of his bathroom, I saw him panting and sitting on the sofa drinking cold water. It seems that he is exhausted. "How is it, are you not hurt?"

The first use of a woman to a man is that she can make him feel cared for. Without this, what kind of relationship do you want? Nothing to talk about. "Hey, how could I be hurt by that kind of thing!"

Zhang Han smiled foolishly, then came over and kissed me hard on my face which was still warm after taking a shower, "Hmm... so fragrant! Hehe, I like the smell of my wife after taking a shower the most!"

Zhang Han tilted his head 45 degrees in ecstasy, closed his eyes and took a deep breath. "Huh! I haven't married you yet! And people say that a man who calls his girlfriend wife before getting married is immature!"

I smiled at him in feigned anger. "Okay, okay, I'll listen to you!"

Zhang Han had also read that post, and at that time he told me that he would not call me wife if he didn't marry me, but I can think that this was just a manifestation of his uncontrollable love, and it was not a broken promise. "Xiaoyu... there is a pair of high heels at the door..."

Zhang Han pointed at the shoe rack with an exaggerated look of confusion. "Oh, why are you talking so much nonsense, go take a shower!..."

A layer of blush rose on my face, and I pushed him into the bathroom. "Hey, I didn't bring any change of clothes!"

"I'll give it to you later!"

Helping Zhang Han close the door, listening to the sound of water and the stirring of the washing machine, I was very glad that Zhang Han didn't notice that I had put the machine in neutral and only wore underwear and threw the little sister's mask and the dirty dress into the washing machine. When he washed them out, he could put them out to dry. Today's bright sun gave me the confidence to dry them before dusk. I came to the window and looked at the street. I saw a hunched body curled up on the ground, surrounded by a group of people. Later, someone stopped a taxi and sent him away. I asked Zhang Han through the door if he was okay to beat him so badly? After all, there are many people with psychological imbalances these days, and revenge behind the scenes is too normal. I don't want Zhang Han to leave any trouble for me. But Zhang Han told me very straightforwardly that it was okay. Zhang Han said it was okay. I just want to blindly believe him, what's wrong?

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