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CHAPTER 28 Not a masochist

  Just seeing him is enough, it’s no big deal for me if he is with someone else, he has a crush on someone else or he’s making out with someone else. I just don't want him out of my sight.

  But as I grew more, the more I felt deep and dark.

  I realized this is how dangerous love can be, how dangerous the world could be.

  I saw my dad being left alone because he chose a path he's good at but never did I know if he's happy.

  He didn't love my mom neither did Jax's and I don't know if he ever did. I don’t want to be like dad. I don't want the day to come when I have to choose the easier way just because I feel like I am being left out.

  But I don't want to be left alone either. I’m scared to be alone, I’m scared to be sad just because I’ve been a coward once.

  "Yeah. Just dinner."

  My recollection ended when I heard Erato's voice.

  It was dark around but only two seconds passed when I found him. His eyes were already fixed on me which surprised me. My heart was pounding.