Chapter 36

R-18 (Warning for those minors, need Strong Parental Guidance)

"Meeting adjourned, I'll go now." Sambit nya at nauna nang pumasok nang elevator.

Nang magsara iyon ay agad akong niyakap ni Azure. Maybe, comforting me again. "I'll drive you to the Hotel."

Tumango na lang ako at hindi nagsalita. Inupdate ko na ang mga kaibigan ko nang maka alis kami kasabay non ay ang lag sandal ko sa passenger seat.

"What do you think that's his not married after all?" Pagputol nya sa katahimikan na bumabalot sa amin.

Hindi ako sumagot. Hanggang kailan matatapos ang pagmamahal ko sa kanya? Nahihirapan na ako at hindi ko na alam ang gagawin ko para mawala to.

"You know what, talk to him already. Hindi na maganda para sayo ang magtiis at hindi nakakatulong ang pananahimik mo, it's already worst. You always need your medicine, stop torturing yourself already Krish."

Lumingon ako sa kanya. "And then what? He will be the one who chase me now?" Hindi mapakaniwalang tumingin sya sa akin. "I can see in his eyes. I don't want to assume but I clearly saw his eyes like he wants me back. And it scared me Azure." I started to blink as my tears fell. "I am so ** tired that I just want to end this s**t! Hindi ko hiniling na maging ganito. When it comes to love, I felt so weak and I can't even find my old self to do better and to heal up! I'm just like nobody, living in this world and no directions!"

"Calm down alright? It's not good for you. I already requesting that you should talk the Doctor. You need a therapy Krish, I don't want to saw you that you'll be the one who end your life. Please." Pagmamakaawa nya.

"How can I talked to him when I was already shaking when I heard his name? Sino ang kakausap sa taong nanakit sa akin? Please enlighten me because I have no reason to borrow his time again just to talk. He should be the one who will do that. Not. me. And don't ever bull** me again, I'm done." Kasabay nang pagtigil nang sasakyan ay dali dali akong bumaba nang sasakyan at tinalikuran iyon.

Lakad takbo ang ginawa ko nakapunta nang restrooms. I retouch my face so no one will notice that I cry. I wanted to be happy just for once and enjoy my life with my friends.

Bachelorette Party. The other girls wanted and it's exciting part of other life's that person who will be the one who love and rest for their lifes is his love onces. Having a faithful and loyalty partner is the best gift and will love you endlessly.

When the elevator opened. I already saw them except the two pregnant women who sit prim and proper. I sit beside Chloe when she started to talk a lot about my cousin and her, I could see and feel how happy she is when she started to tell her story with my cousin and how her blue eyes shine and smiling truly. Every words are very sincere.

We all sharing some blessings especially who will be married next week. Until we ay another Truth or Dare with a bottle in the middle of it.

"Bakit ba kasi may wine, sino ba nagdala nito?" Takang tanong ko sa kanila.

"Sino paba?" Sagot ni Irish. "Edi ako, kailangan mo kasi nang pampalakas loob para dyan, para kapag nakita mo ex mo magkaroon na kayo ng chance makapag usap, for closure na din para maka move on kana. Hindi na namin kayang nakikita kang nahihirapan, sabihin na natin na hindi dapat patungkol sayo pero sa lahat nang magka kaibigan dito, ikaw ang mas maraming napagdaanan e. It's a sign of Good Luck na din before Chloe's Marriage, matapos tapos ang kalaban para mamuhay na tayo nang payapa. So cheers."

We all cheered our bottle wines. Hindi ko alam kung ano na ang nangyayari sa paligid ko dahil nagsisimula nang umikot ang paningin ko at pag init nang katawan ko. Binasa ko ang pangalan sa wine at sinamaan ng tingin si Irish na natatawa sa akin.

"Gago ka, bakit hindi mo sinabi na nakakalasing pala to?" Iritadong sambit ko sa kanya.

"Malalasing ka lang kapag marami kang nainom. Ok na din broken ka naman e. Enjoy mo lang, malay mo move on kana pag gising mo bukas. Effective yan, makakalimot ka." Ngising sambit nya na ikinatawa nang iba.

Mukhang totoo ang sinasabi nya nang makasabayan ko na sila habang tumatagal na umiinom ako. Hindi ko maitatanggi na nasasarapan ako sa wine na nainom ko. Hanggang sa ilang oras pa kaming naglaro at hindi ko na alam ang nangyari nang magising ako sa madilim na lugar.

Dali dali kong hinanap ang cellphone ko at binuksan ang flash light niyon. Nang makita ang lamp ay binuksan ko iyon kasabay ay ang pagbukas ng pinto mula sa kwarto.

Hindi ako nagkamali dahil sa amoy pa lang ng kwarto ay alam kong sya na. Pinagkatitigan ko pa sya at nanibago nang wala akong kakaibang nararamdaman habang papalapit sya sakin.

"You're awake, I'm sorry I was worried earlier that you might be fell as you walk like .."

"Like what?" Sagot ko sa kanya at tinignan ang mapulang labi nya.

Nag iwas sya ng tingin at ipinatanong sa side table ang tubig at gamot. "Nothing, just drink this med so you won't suffering a hang over the next day-"

"Why are you still not married?" Naputol ang sasabihin nya sa biglang pag sabat ko. Hindi ko alam kung anong meron sa akin at may lakas na loob akong kausapin sya ngayon. "At bakit ikaw ang nagdala sakin? Nasaan si Azure?"

"I uh.. I'm not married because I was waiting for someone who could fit and accept me as who I am. And of course, Azure is busy and I'm only the one who's free so I obliged." He answer casually as he looked me.

"Hindi ba kaya nga iniwan mo ako kasi mahal mo sya? Paanong nangyari na hindi kayo nagkatuluyan?" Sunod sunod na tanong ko.

Bumuntong hininga syang nag iwas ng tingin. "I was a Jerk that time and even though I still had a feelings for her, I even lied when I say three words past 7 years, I wasn't sincere back then and I don't even know what I actually doing when I was courting you. My mind was messing up when I started to think of her. But I'm not lying when we are still pretending when we're still students back then, I just woke up the other day and I think I have no feelings for you, so I choose to leave without any reason." May pakikiusap sa mata nya at iyon ay sana paniwalaan ko.

"And I'm sorry for that even though I kidnapped you already, I was in guilt situation and I thought I can love Eyah but I can't. We're not compatible and I think she loves me too until I saw her kissing other man and she didn't even denied the she was using me and blackmailed me to broke us apart."

"You're a freaking jerk, nobody's deserve you. You literally have a brain but it comes to love, you're a stupid!"

I wanted to shout at him again but his lips are hypnotizing me as he comes closer to me. "I'm so sorry for doing this," He whispered as his lips crashed mine.

I was hypnotized by his kiss and touch as I answer his kiss and softly moaned her name when he deepened our kiss as his hands move freely to my body slowly and passionate.

"Oh," I moaned as his hands touch my b*** while he's busy kissing me into my lips, down to my neck and going down and down to my *****

"Can I t*** you tonight?" He whispered into my ears as my body turn on and I just nodded, waiting for his responses.

He took of my clothes as I took his, touching his abs. I'll copy what he was doing to me earlier as I kissed those lips down to his necks and lick his abs as I heard him groaned and touch my hair.

I zip down his pants and unbotton it when I saw his hardness ready to fight. I turn him around and push his body to the bed and running my fingers around his body. I bit bis boxers as I go down and freely see his hard and long **** standing.

"Oh Krisha"

"Yes do it **k! I like that! "

I keep doing it in my hands up and down as my *** keep getting ** because of his m** like music to my ears.

"oh yes, make it faster yes!" I follow as what he says and his thighs going up and he *** fast.

He turn around for a minute and I even saw my self in front of him. "My turn."

He kissed me hardly as his fingers enter me. I closed my eyes, felt pain because of it. I cursed when he enters two fingers as I can feel my *** getting ** more. "Ahh" I can't stop moaning his name when his finger hardly move.

" Ah yes, it's so g*** " I moaned his name and when I felt the reach of peak he stopped fingering me and enter me without warning.

"Ohh" My mind kept thinking as I felt the pain and it brokes me little by little when he *** me without warning.

"I'm sorry, I never thought you're still a *** ." He kissed me on the top of my head and even hugged me. "Do you want me to continue?"

I glared at him. "Of course silly."

We kissed more and trying to distract me from the pain until he e*** fully. First is we move slowly until I heard the bed creaking because of his h*** ** me.

He turn me around as I faced the pillow of his bed and enter me from behind. "Ah!"

"** You're so tight and I like it!"

I keep moaning his name as he enters me more and more. Different positions in his bed. I started to feel my orgasm as he stops again because of his reasons tha the wants more and to ** me more.

"ohh!" He fully e** me h** and r***. Until I reached the peak as my or*** explode and mo*** his name loudly.

We both tired and dropped our body to his bed. I can feel his arms in my waist as he keeps hugging me until I heard him snore.

This is the unexpectedly will come.

To be continued...