FOREVERMORE (one-shot BxB)

I was sitting inside my car that was parked in the parking area of an office building, patiently waiting for my beloved while listening to music. As the song *Forevermore* played, hindi ko maiwasan na maalala kung paano sya nakapasok sa buhay ko.

It was almost a year ago when i met this person..

I was brokenhearted when i found out that my girlfriend was cheating on me with her boybestfriend just because i don't wanna have sex with her until we are married. It was a big hit on my ego dahil sa ginawa ng gf ko. Well, ex na ngayon. Ganun ba talaga ang mga babae? Kapag hindi naibigay ang gusto nila, hahanapin nila sa iba? Gwapo naman ako. Stable job, may sariling kotse at bahay. Why?

D*mned life.

My mind was blank while driving. Byernes noon at no work kinabukasan so i decided to drink a little before going home. I stopped over sa unang bar na nadaanan ko. *Adonis* huh. Well, whatever. As long as may scotch.

Weird as it may be pero pag pasok ko pa lang, napansin ko agad na puro lalaki ang customers. Even the dancers on the stage were men. Without thinking much, umupo ako sa isang stool sa pinaka dulo ng counter at umorder ng scotch. I just drank my heartache out without thinking. Time passed by at hindi ko namalayan na naka isang bote na pala ako so I decided to call it a night. Hiningi ko sa bartender ang bill ko saka tumayo na. As i went out, may nakasabay akong lalaki. Maliwanag sa harap ng bar kaya kita ko ang maputi at makinis nyang balat, mapulang labi, shorter than me by two or three inches, i guess. Kung wala ako sa Pilipinas, iisipin kong Korean sya eh. Then i moved on and went to my car. Siguro sa kalasingan na din, i tripped over. Luckily, he was there at inalalayan nya ako papunta sa kotse ko.

He settled me on the driver's seat and abruptly asked, "Are you ok to drive? I can arrange for someone to drive you home kung hindi mo kaya."

"I'm fine. I just need to rest for awhile, papalipas lang ng hilo. Thanks nga pala. Saka sorry, naabala kita." paghingi ko ng paumanhin sa kanya.

"Not really. Ahhmm.. I-i can accompany you for awhile, i-if you want, that is." nauutal nyang sabi.

I looked at him intently. He blushed and i found it cute. I chuckled then invited him inside my car.

As he was inside, i turned the radio on to break the awkwardness and the song *Forevermore* aired.

"Zandro nga pala." pakilala ko sa kanya then extended my hand for a handshake.

"I'm Scott. Pleased to meet you." saad nya saka tinanggap ang pakikipag kamay ko.

We talked about anything, talking and laughing and all that, then one thing lead to another and i found myself enchanted with his eyes. I leaned closer to him and kissed his lips. We were both stunned for awhile at bahagya akong lumayo but he pulled me again and then he responded to me aggressively. Di ko alam kung dahil sa effect ng scotch kaya ko nagawa yun pero we ended up in his place. He gave directions while i drive. As we entered his house, i grabbed him and continued where we left off sa kotse.

He was so submissive at hinayaan nya lamang ako sa ginawa ko sa kanya. Inangkin ko sya ng gabing yun. It felt kinda weird because there was something in him that made me wanting for more. Even more weird was that i never felt those feelings before, even with my previous girlfriend. It seemed i can't get enough of him that i lost count on how many times we did it that night.

After the passionate moments, i hugged him on my chest and allowed him to sleep.

Sh*t! Nagbago na ba ang sexual orientation ko?

I am not gay, d*mn it!

Nakatulugan ko na ang kaisipang iyon.

I woke up the next day, a bit disoriented, then felt someone laying on my chest while sleeping soundly. Then bits and pieces of what happened that night came in to my throbbing head – in detailed scene! F*ck!

I slowly moved him to lay on the bed and i can't help but noticed his features. Sh*t, ang cute nya! Inaamin ko na naku-kyutan ako sa mga androgynous na anime characters but not with real people coz i believed sa anime world lang sila nag e exist. But this one beside me is simply beautiful. Put a wig on him at papasa syang babae! Take note, mas maganda pa sa ex ko! My eyes roamed on his face then on his neck, down to his bare chest. Puro kissmarks! D*mn, i really lost control that night!

I fell into a deep thought then i suddenly felt my stomach grumble so i slowly got off from the bed and put on my boxers and pants then went out of the room. I observed his place for awhile then went to his kitchen to prep some food for the both of us.

As i was finishing my cooking, I heard the door of the room opened and he went out wearing only his shirt and boxers. I felt something awakened inside me as i recalled what happened that night. I coughed a little to disrupt my carnal thoughts then smiled at him and he smiled back at me while blushing. Cute.

I went closer to him and lead him to the table and have him sit on the chair. He tried hard to hide his flinch pero napansin ko pa rin.

"A-ahhmm, d-does it hurt so much?" nag-aalala kong tanong sa kanya.

"Not really. Y-you were so gentle last night." he said while blushing deeply again.

I chuckled at the sight then leaned closer to kiss his forehead.

Tahimik kaming kumain then i helped him do the dishes. After that, we cleaned up tapos inaya ko sya sa bahay ko for lunch and to talk about our set up. We agreed that he will live with me.

Naging constant figure na kami sa buhay ng isa't isa simula noon. He moved into my place and we have been together since then.

Naputol ang pagre-reminisce ko nang may maglabasang mga tao sa building kung san nagtatrabaho si Scott. Maya maya pa ay natanaw ko na sya at masaya syang lumapit at sumakay sa kotse ko. I pulled him for a kiss then i started the engine and drove off.

Next month will be our first year anniversary and we are planning to go to the US to meet with his parents. I am planning for a surprise wedding for him there so wish me luck..

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