strong woman 2

this woman called claudia was not only a woman but she had become a woman and a man for that is to say at each father's day we gave her a gift because she was there for us at all times her tears were like our daily life, because after we grew up our father gregoire the military snatched us from the hands of our mother and our hearts were broken but as we always tend to say nature or time always has great surprises in store for us. our new life began with our father gregoire the first days we were always happy not because we had left our mother but the fact that a new air presented itself to us new people, surely new acquaintances and others. one good morning our father brought home a woman all shocked to see that it was not our mother but another with a smile on her face her name was jeanette a woman with character who pleased our father but who did not suit us not but we were obliged to accept without any proposal but to undergo this decision of our military father. one good morning we woke up with beautiful sounds of birds around us but we don't know that it was the worst day of our life which had just started suddenly a cry is heard saying it's not here that you go to sleep until 8am. we woke up in astonishment wondering what was wrong she replied by saying stand up everyone and I thought I was in a movie where the actors were us. then she made us come to our father saying we have to tell them that it's not like that here otherwise he's going back to their mom's suffering eating anything our dad smiled without saying anything and in my heart I thought well come to fight because the fight continues because the one we counted on to defend us on the contrary is worse than our enemy. we set to domestic work me and my brothers and nothing really went I asked myself the question inside of me saying at my father's place they treat me like his the world is unfair is it's a sad reality. our father used to sleep at work where he spent 2 days and 1 day at home but these 2 days at work our life was like hell things were almost wrong this woman cried out to us disappointed like animals we had to to assume because she had the power to feed us so we had to be like her slave but things were not easy where you look there is no one where you can go and complain about people around us and when our father arrived from work she was telling lies about us and things were getting worse every day i always asked God for strength because i was lost in my feelings and i was afraid that his feelings would kill me and that i would die by feeling because life was not easy . growing up the contact with our mother was difficult without outcome without means of going there for lack of money because for us the money of the pockets was rare like the poops of the cats as we say at home in the neighborhood. the more time passed our eyes began to open and age also brought authority into our life and there was like a light that had already opened our minds like a little rebellion and our mother had no news of us until the children were in shape. but the more time passed we were already becoming men, to tell the truth, little men for us already taking care of ourselves with little odds and ends side by side but not everything was always going well. one day we decided to go see our mother already but our father was already sulking with resentment as if he was afraid that we would discover a hidden truth he scolded us what are you going to do there starve and this sentence made us recoil because Eating was a priority for us without forgetting that he has better than his in this life. one day the eldest took this risk of going to see our mother without the attention or the approval of his wife my big brother went and arrived there things suddenly changed for him and he saw it as a new world . on his return he brought us some money given by our mother even if it was not much but for us it was like billions because having things from his mother was a success for us since that time without anything receive from her. and our brother take us to the corner of the house where we spent time together and asked us this question usually those did not look for me we replied no and then told us and mom claudia cava well. then he spoke with a very smiling and confident air without worry and we asked ourselves if he had not seen God on his way home because for us God was our only hope in our life to get out of this present situation. brother then answeredcalm down for me its not been easy how long have we come here to live with our father without seeing or listening to our mother's voice. i arrived at mom claudia and when he said mom claudia my heart took a freshness and i was already reassured that the good news would come out of his mouth. and he said she hi and she told me that she misses you too because for her it was not easy for her to let us go but she had to because she did not have enough means to feed us because with effort provided to feed us will be insufficient but the good Lord will be gracious. then I also discovered that life is not limited only to what we see they had nothing to eat but they fed on happiness and freedom around them there was joy laughter jokes filled the house where mom lived everything our father told us it was a joke it wasn't like he said he only wanted to make us angry and fill our hearts with bad thoughts against our mothers they didn't want us to go home her because he hated her so he wanted to infect us with her so that we would hate mom. I spoke up saying but being so cruel really isn't a good thing. then our brother showed us what mum claudia had sent us as a present. when i took my part my heart was so fit and happy a smile that had disappeared from my face came out like the sunrise and it lit up my face and in my heart i answered thank you mom for everything you gave us even if it's not there yet but it's already there for me because here we live the hardship and the rejections in everything we do because we are father and mother of ourselves our father does not have our time he does not there's no time for us apart from insults and shouting but we keep hope me and my brothers because we know mom if you had everything you were going to offer us everyone but I say thank you first of all for this gesture which has fill my heart with your presence as if you were mum claudia but i know that things will change and the days will be better for us and that one good morning the situations we live in will be for us a past that will be written with marks of pains but i believe in you and god for your motives mom o n will always fight the good fight and it will be a great victory for us. this is the prayer that i make in my heart after having received the present that my father brought back from mum claudia...while we were sitting our father came in and his reaction was unpleasant.....

to be continued