Action speak louder than word

Ariana pov

Since childhood I ran away instead of facing... In childhood I mess mom favorite couch with paint and I hide in my room closet instead of facing... whenever I feel messed or have doubt that can ruin I run away possibly and this what I am doing since Xavier propose me...

I am running away from him knowing I have feeling for him... This news of his accident shake my soul and give me strength to atleast once for once I accept my feeling for him... Whatever I feel with Xavier is completely new to me...I was before in love with bunny but I never felt this way...was it is a love with bunny or not if it is love than what I have for Xavier is completely different and new...

Though I accepted my feeling for him but could I ever speak about it... If he asked me what I feel for him ...can I ever say him..

I want to tell my past but fear of losing my love one scared to me core...I can't go through this again...