Chapter 7.

Time went by faster than usual and at this time Ken has changed too it's like he evolved with it, here i was thinking he was just busy except for a few times when i got to know Ken was cheating. He brought a lady to his apartment that evening since i just got off work i went to rest before i go out for a walk i saw Ken drape his arm around her shoulder they seemed close so i asked who she was later that night

" keila she's just my distant cousin you need to meet with her she's amazing" he said i brushed that off even though I felt something was off when ever i visited he would ignore like am invisible playing video games or on his phone for"business" then when he got bored he'd start touching me wanting to get close to me " baby i missed being inside you" was national anthem for sex, if i refuse he would use little force than say"i know you want it"

i was getting an emotional breakdown from these treatments i was just a toy that he'd have his way with , i foolishly followed ' i love him and i want the relationship to work whichever way it takes'

i didn't mind too much cause i felt well i would work out he doesn't call me except for a few time too

"Hey babe you home ??"

"yh you're back "

"come to my apartment I've missed you"

.....I didn't dare to tell Benny about it though i was too ashamed to say it , my problem is i love a lot it was one of my many flaws and he knew so he used it to is advantage every time

Another time he did was when this same 'cousin' came she was prettier than i am or not being with Ken changed a lot of things about me my ethics my diet my wardrobe.

i called Ken if he was back then he said "no I'm working late tonight I'd call you when I'm done" then i saw him in front of my with his 'cousin' luckily they didn't notice me

his 'cousin' then asked "who's that shabby girl next door???" *shabby!!!!! i was so going to pounce on her but Ken's reply defeated me

"that local girl is just a distant relative don't bother with her too troublesome" i stayed shocked the entire day