Ocean Of Lust
"You are going to the market, yeah? Don't go and buy a man there instead!"
Chen Lijuan"....."
I was so ashamed and speechless, hearing such words from my own father. I was tearing up and it won't stop flowing. The pain sunk right there in my heart. I never knew they would increase their torture by calling me names. The pain was just too unbearable for me.
"What wrong did I ever commit to warrant something like this in my life? I never wrong anyone before. Why do I have to suffer this way? This is not fair at all!"
I asked myself. My father looked at me as if I wiped out the whole of China, and then barked at me.
"What are you still doing here?!"
"You want the whole market to wait for you now, is that it Chen Lijuan?!"
I looked at my father and shook my head and replied with a low voice, that was difficult for anyone to hear. I had to struggle to get those words out.
"Nno...father. I'm sorry...father"
I bowed my head as a sign of respect.