Worthwhile

LUKE

I could see on Dr. Richardson's face that he was not very happy with Mikayla. I know that she was only doing her job but I guess he is my treating doctor. The funny part of all of this is the fact that my heart started to race in the first place was because of her.

She has this way of getting my heart out of control and then there is nothing I can do to calm it down. I was so excited to see her and I wish I could just have a conversation with her. Every time we get close to talking something happens and I can not finish what I want to say.

I am not even sure how she feels about me right now as I did screw up so colossal. I know that I am too weak to stand up but I need to do something about this sleepy hairdo. I need to look as good as I can for her because I am sure that no one wants to look at this sleepyhead.