Chapter 89

When my eyes opened, the world around me hadn't changed. Everything seemed sharper, though. Inside, my energy spun. I felt the urge to train. The edge of a breakthrough was here. The moment of becoming a B-ranker here. Maybe it was something else, but the need to train was overwhelming. I stood, and the equipment was moved to the side. I started to practice moving like a glacier. The slower I moved, the more it strained my body. The movement was a slow dance, and I felt the need to focus on my future development. My mind had already decided without any thought of my own.

I didn't need to choose as the choice was obvious. I loved other's pain. Watching them beg for sweet release was amazing. With my mind filled with other memories, I discarded and destroyed their personalities. I kept on thing in my heart of those memories. The pain I watched on others. The sadistic pleasure twisted inside my heart to euphoria. Watching a king on his knees as someone he trusted betrayed him. The pain on his face painted an agony I never thought of dishing out on someone. How I had overlooked this type of pain was something I didn't know. I was someone who hated betrayal. Only towards myself, though. Those who betray me will regret it permanently.

No, I just loved other's agony. Mental and physical. Spiritually can fit in as well. If it caused agony, I loved to watch the person suffer it. I wanted to continue down this path in combat as well. Watching their pain and suffering, breaking their mind as I killed them instantly or overtime, was something that made me hot just thinking about it. I didn't care if it wasn't the most efficient way. I wanted it. My body wanted it. My mana and energy wanted it. It was who I was and who I was becoming. That was what was stopping me from moving forward—denial of my basic instincts.

When I watched that woman dominate those in her way, kneading them to her will no matter how against it they were at the start, the only thing I can think is what an exquisite training. Making toys is not only my life. It is my passion. Training humans, Beasts, Beast-kin, Demons, I frankly couldn't care. I want them as my toys. My tools to use as I wish. They can give me that devotion willingly or not like they had a choice in my mind. If I decided to train for others, I would still take joy in the training of them. Their agony, pain, pleasure, hopes, and dreams will all be molded into something I choose.

My energy started to change as I solidified my beliefs and my instincts in myself. I knew what I wanted and where I would go. I was a free Mistress. I do what I want to whom I wanted. Anyone in my way would only find their destination to be under my foot. I would dominate all in my path. I would stand above all others from the shadows. I didn't need public fawning. I didn't want miscreants begging me to be under my foot. No, I choose who is under there since most didn't even have that right. It was a privilege to be molded in what I wished.

My energy transformed in my body, solidifying, and soon my body was full as it grew faster than before. It started to leak out my pours into the world. Still, I moved as the Energy clung to my body, enhancing my skin and power. It layered itself as it grew, and my convictions grew. I knew what I wanted, what I needed in life. There was only one answer. I wanted to Collect more toys. I needed good toys and helpers to collect rarer toys. This was a vast world where power ruled. I no longer needed to make sure that people with guns couldn't find me. I just needed to collect more toys to do my bidding. They would take bullets for me and do what I wanted while I played with them as I choose.

I know my flaws in my past life now. I cared too much as the head of the organization. That night I was fixing a subordinate's mistake. I was the 'public' head of the organization. I needed to remain in the shadows watching others try to climb the ranks of the organization I create. The dirty work can be left to someone else while I remain unrelated. I will play with them as my chess pieces and my toys.

My movements slowed down, and my muscles screamed in rage as I continued my exercises. The power in me continued to grow as I gained enlightenment into who I was. Who I am as a person. If someone asked me who I was, I could only say one word that truly fit me. "Dominatrix" They could choose to believe me or not. Some would call me a slave master. Slave trainer. Adventurer. They would all be wrong, in my opinion. I ruled over that person without them even knowing. Them even asking this question was outrageous. I was equivalent to a queen. I just wasn't crowded, and I didn't want to be. Queens are saddled with responsibilities. People know who they are. Nobody needed to know who I was as I took control of them from the shadows. They would dance to my tone without even knowing it as I dominated their minds and thoughts.

This was my path and conviction!

I will Dominate all those in my path!

This! Is! Who! I AM!

With the conviction pulsing through my body, I felt my energy solidify. It covered my body in a flexible membrane around my body. I felt good as My feet touched the ground with the exercises finished. The dance-like routine took hours to complete now, but I didn't move an inch. My body felt stronger than ever. The energy is more robust as it covered my body. I could move it on command, and I created it into a whip. It depleted a lot of power, but it tore into the floor easily. I smiled as my energy was now a tangible thing to me. I envied the wizard's ability. Now I had it for my own. A sadistic thought of using it on my enemies appeared not to be stifled.

I craved an enemy to appear in front of me now to try out my newfound abilities. To watch their agony and begging in front of me. My pussy became wet, just thinking of their torturous cries as I did so. I left the world of enlightenment, though, at this point. The world around me was only sharper. I could see things better and feel things better in my new body. I felt my Vitality became better. My strength and agility went up with it. Every movement was in perfect coordination with my mind. I smiled and made a show of it to myself, working with various things in the training room. I slowly put the room back together except for the broken floorboards.

When everything was put together, I stepped out of the training room. Outside the room, I saw Zara with her brothers laying there on guard, watching for intruders. I smiled and greeted each of my lovely tigers. I greeted each of them as they enthusiastically greeted me back. I was about to start playing with them when Freya entered the apartment. She spotted me, and tears welled in her eyes.

"Welcome back, Mistress; We missed you!" She exclaimed.

"What day is it?" I asked.

"It has been a week, Mistress. Many people are waiting for you. Would you like for me to cook you a meal before this?" She asked.

"Yes, make it a large meal. I am famished and full only of my energy." I told her. She nodded, and I sat on the floor to play a little with my adorable tigers. They loved to play with me, and they made lovely pets.

A week passing, though, was not a good thing. I had so many things on my plate at the moment. This was something I was going to need to clean up. Ingrid and the Nickey being two. They were not the priorities, though. They ranked very low. I needed to get in touch with Cassandra and Sherry. If Sherry didn't have her information completely together by now, I would abandon the project. There was no more need if my collaboration was grossly incompetent. It would be a wasted opportunity, but I would rather waste an opportunity than double down to pissing off a nation. These types of works needed a steady competent hand on every front.

Then the warehouse. The training facilities needed to be looked at and see the progress. I was gone for a week, and the minor and major repairs should be done by now, leaving only the inside modifications. Those modifications were specialized training facilities. These were perfect for breaking people's minds. I needed them broken in a special way. One of the contracts I took needed. These all needed my attention. I also told them to put up a privacy wall around it afterward. I would add some of my minor enchantments if I could at the end.

So many things such little time. I didn't regret a thing as I played with my Tigers. I was stronger than ever and ready to make big moves soon before moving on.

Yes, Plans were moving in the right direction. I smiled as Freya told me the food was ready.

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