31st March 2017

I care about Sean..I actually care about him even if he doesn't..I get hurt if someone made fun of him.. I don't know why but I keep thinking about him all the time.. going through his photos makes me happier and then I realize for a moment we don't have anything between us..when I see his girlfriend I get furious because he loves her..I was there but he forgot about me..because I'm that girl who is the one that he can never be with..I wish we were different people.. it would have been so much better..