Chapter 6: Forsaken & Alone

After my overnight at Liz's house, I chose to stay on campus with my homies Jaime & Eli for the past week. My phone was getting flooded with text messages from Everleigh and after the 37th text I decided to change my phone number.

A simple phone number change at AT&T turned into a upgrade. I refused to transfer my information on the new phone -- I simply added my main contacts: family, friends, and my 6 arrangements, totaling 18 contacts - I sent them all messages notifying them of my new number and downloaded my security system app to my phone. As I made my way home, my security system alerted me of a visitor ringing my doorbell - it was Everleigh. I approached my home only for Everleigh to ask if we can talk.

"Cole, look I can explain.." Everleigh states as I walked past her and unlocked my door. I hold the door open, signaling for her to come in. Little did she know, I had no interest in hearing what she had to say.. my reasoning of letting her in was premeditated and the second the door closed.. I pounced.

I kissed her guiding her back against the wall. I ripped off her top and planted kisses on her shoulder and as she tried to speak.. I commanded her to shut up. "This is just sex.. nothing else.. you cool with that?" I ask. She nods and I continue kissing and sucking on her neck. As her guard and inhibitions diminish.. I pick her up and took her to my playroom. As I open up HER designated treasure chest of toys and begin putting on my strap, she attempts to break the silence.. "Shut your mouth", I growl as I turn around and redirect my attention to her.

After I made my way over to her, I instruct her to lay down.. as I use my strap to stimulate her clit and get her wet.. Everleigh makes several attempts to get make direct eye contact. But the disappointment and anger in me caused me to avoid eye contact. As I insert my strap.. she starts moaning -- a sound I cherished up until a week ago. I deepen my thrust as I leaned down and gripped her throat. As the sound of her wetness echoes throughout the room, I quicken my thrusts and subdued my anger long enough to start enjoying our last lay.

Everleigh started apologizing between moans.. "Ahh, Cole baby. Mmmmmhmm! I'm sorry I hurt you baby". I stop, pull out and slap her ass directing her to get on all fours. As I begin hitting it from the back, I grab her hair and start banging her back out. The curve in her back deepen as I put in work to fuck the anger I had towards her out. She came twice -- less than 5 minutes apart as I proceeded to fuck her beyond the first orgasm. Her body reacts by quivering -- and even though she was on all fours.. her knees buckled and she plopped down.

I backed up and started taking off my strap. "Cole.. so we aren't going to talk about what happened last week?" she lazily asked as she tries to flip herself over and face me. "Nah, we good. Your old man was clear: y'all been dating for 2 years - you were feeling insecure/unfilled in your relationship and pried your way into my bed." I surmise.

"Therefore, we're good." I reclaim. "Cole, it's true. Me and Rich been on and off for the past 2 years and after this last break I wanted to satisfy this urge of being with a woman -- and I found myself drawn to you." Everleigh confessed.

"Ahh, yeah.. Rich-ARD (aka Dick) - the dude from the frat house party. How is it y'all been together for 2 years and no one has knowledge of it. I mean my bros are in the same frat as him and they didn't even know. — you know what?! Who cares.. we're done." I declare as I walk out the playroom with her treasure chest of toys. I pour the toys in the trash and by the time I finished disposing everything.. Everleigh had put on my T-shirt and sat down on the couch.

"Don't do this.. I want us to work this out", she whines. "What is there to work out? I unknowingly entertained your compulsion. So, since it's been satisfied; you are free to go -- you now know what you like and can pursue other relationships accordingly. But this.. us — it's a wrap", I announce.

"Why? You've been with girls who's been involved with someone else. So how is my omission of my relationship with Rich any different?"

"You lied. I've been upfront and honest off the rip. I've slept with women who have open arrangements with their partners, like Annabelle. But you blatantly lied to me. Regardless of us having an arrangement or being in a relationship.. I require trust and honesty to be established."

"But you told me sex was impersonal, just carnal".

"True. But you transcended that boundary when you forced yourself into my personal life — outside my bedroom (and playroom). You told me you were a virgin. You let me fuck you in Dick's bedroom at a party. You were okay with me dissolving my arrangements with my regulars.. only for you to be fucking off. -- Sex requires trust.. my ladies trust that I don't cross their boundaries and in return I ask for honesty and I've upheld my end of the bargain."

Before I could finished my sermon.. my phone rung. It was Christiana; one of my regulars, aka, 'the exhibitionist'. She was calling in response to my text and wanted to schedule a meet up.

"I technically was a virgin.. you're the first girl I have been with, " she wail as I responded to Christiana to synchronize our schedule for a meet up.

I chuckle in response and say: ".. you tryna justify your lies with semantics?! Come on E, YOU'VE BEEN GETTING PIPED DOWN .. dick flesh or a silicone strap .. you've been with someone & I allowed myself to get warped in your web of lies -- but that was my fault.. regardless, I need you to go".

Everleigh stands up and utters "I'm sorry", before walking out. Once she left, I locked my front door from my phone and went to clean up the playroom. I have to admit.. something shifted after ending things with Everleigh. I actually broke my own code and tried to pursue a commitment on the sole basis of sex. DAMN!! I got caught up.. but luckily, I fell back in line with my old habit and pattern. And I'm starting off with Christiana.

****Later that night****

As I sit across the table from Christiana, my focus is far from the conversation she's trying to hold. I'm sitting here locked in on her beauty - she's sitting here in an all lace dress: bare assed (no panties) and bare breast (no bra/nipple covers) - a subtle yet risqué ensemble.

The conversation is going nowhere, as I begin to inspect her with my eyes, I mentally thought 'fuck it' and move over to the empty seat next to her. She turns my way and whisper "I was wondering when you'd move over here." We kiss hungrily and as my left hand trail up in between her legs, the waitress comes over and ask for our order.

After we placed our order, we redirected our attention to one another. My hand made its way to her inner thighs.. I tease her by lightly dragging my fingertip near her cunt. Her arousal builds and her sex dampens.. I insert my fingers making slight subtle curves and movements to tease her. She leans in my neck and gently bites my ear -- demanding me to make her cum. As I pick up the pace, the waitress comes with the food. We stop abruptly; however, just long enough to thank him for bringing out our food. She widens her legs and slightly slump down in her chair to grant me further access to her..

I proceed to finger her and when her vaginal walls tightened, I pull them out and quickly rub her clit. She closes her legs and leans back in my neck lightly biting my shoulder to muffle her moan as she climax. Her head slumps on my shoulder as she attempts to regain control of her breathing.

As she recovers from her nut, she fixes her dress, stand up and whisper: "I'll be in the backseat of the car".. as she walks off, I notice the trail of wetness dripping from her inner thighs -- Her walk speak volumes as she scurries out the restaurant trying to maintain her composure. I sneer and signal for the waiter to come over so I can pay for the untouched food and head to the car..

We wrapped up our night with a car fuck, a nightcap and morning sex. Whew -- feels good to be back in rotation.. next up: Nicole

..to be continued.