I don't know

After washing dish, I find myself wet, so I go to the tent for changing my clothes. When I reached my tent, I heard moaning sound in the tent besides me.

Then suddenly Gregor come out of the tent and looking toward the tent where moaning sound is coming. he clicks his tongue and speak

"Tsk, they are doing it again."

he then continued in a louder voice.

" Idiots, at least use noise canceler magic when you are doing these kind of things"

look like they heed his advice as the sound of moaning stops coming from their tent. watching this Gregor nodded and when he goes forward, he sees the lapse looking him with same emotionless face as before.

Gregor realize something and immediately start scratching his back of the head, probably finding an excuse

" Allen and Risa are...uh training to relax their mind."

"You mean s*x"

" Yes, WAIT YOU KNEW?" he replied shockingly

"Yes"

"But I heard you were in coma and haven't given any education from the childhood" he narrowed his eyes.

"I just heard from the maids gossips and this situation seem similar to that talk"

I replied nonchalantly

"I see" He nodded his head

he leaves the place and I go my tent; it was a normal room with two beds on the opposite side. The maid is currently not present in the room. I take off my clothes revealing a skinny body with scars all over it.

I changed my clothes and resting for a moment and then I leave the tent, I walked toward the place where bonfire is present, and Gregor son is sitting on the big log near the fire. I sat on the left side of the Gregor's son who is throwing something in fire.

*rustle* *rustle*

No one spoke for a time being as we can hear the strong wind blowing through the trees. The silence is broken be me, I look toward him and speak

" I will kill your father "

he didn't show any reaction to this and continue doing whatever he was doing before

"I will help you kill Steve, No 010"

he startles and looks toward me and ask

" H-How do you know? "

Steve is the leader of the assassin Marquis Alex Ivansia is raising in the shadows and as for No 010, Gregor is the criminal and not only Gregor, but all the members of His team is the criminal and Marquis Alex hired them to kill me.

The reason I said to him about killing his father because Gregor is not his real father, he just adopts him from the church and just have done experiment on him from his childhood for making his only dream come true, which is to make a body who can resist all the poisons in the world.

and as for No 010, he is the only one who is alive from that gruesome experiment which cause everyone else to die, but everything comes with a price, he got rashes and inflammation all over his face and his face become hideous.

and the reason for killing Steve, because he has taken his only childhood friend when they were in the church.

'I remember him saying that he forgot everything from his childhood including his own name and she is only one he remembers from his childhood.'

" You don't need to know" I replied in a ghostly voice

He then remembers something, and a sigh escaped from his mouth

" haa, you don't know but t-"

Before he can continue, I cut him in an emotionless voice

" They have a plan to kill me tonight"

His eyes open wide, and he asks in a surprised voice

" Wait, you knew that too"

" So, are you with me or not?"

a sigh escaped from his mouth, and he asks in a serious voice

" What do you want for me?"

He is an assassin, and from his job he knew and understand that 'nothing is free in this world' and there always be a cost to everything in the world

"loyalty"

" Loyalty?" he tilted his head, looking confused he asked

" yes" I replied

after hearing my reply, he looks toward me and cautiously ask

"How are you sure that I will not betray you even if I swore loyalty to you today?"

I immediate start looking in his eyes causing him to fall backward and immediately he standup and take the battle position.

I shake my head and tell him not to worry because I have no plan to kill him and then he somehow relaxed but still sit far to me.

"You will not betray me because I know the location of Rose" I ignored him and reply to him with same expressionless face.

hearing my answer his eyes shook violently and standing up in a shocked voice he couldn't help but ask

"Who, no what the hell are you?"

seeing that expressional face, he shakes his head and not trying to comprehend the situation anymore, he sits again and speak in a monotone voice

" From today onwards I swear my loyalty to you, I will become your shadow and kill anyone that comes in yo- no, Master way. Please provide me name, Master."

he didn't bend on his knees like the common criteria because he knew that the spies are noticing their every moment.

the reason I mentioned the Rose name because he is very obsessive towards her and will do anything for her.

I remember in many timelines where she died, he didn't bury her body instead he preserves her with poison, he washes her and changes her clothes every day and sleep with her dead body every day.

People calls me crazy, but he is crazier than I am.

"Your name from today is Will"

"I accept "

he continued

" So, what is the plan?"

" Give me the poison ball"

he startles and wants to say something, but shaking his head he put his hand in pouch and gave me a ball that is made of leaves

"You also must know that why I have created this and how to use this"

I simply nodded my head

Will who is in disbelief, couldn't help but ask

" I am wondering about Is there anything you don't know about?"

I ignored his question and just looks toward the fire

'Is there anything I don't know about'

the answer to that question is yes, there is probably no human being in the world who knows about everything to their life.

I have many questions that left unanswered but the main question I always wonder about is 'why am I doing this?' or 'what's the point of doing this?' because I always die in the end, no matter how hard I try

I just try again and again and again and again and again but to my avail I always fails and dies in the end.

To be honest, I don't care about the people around me dies or lives, and the thing called 'protecting someone' leaves me a long time ago

.

So....I don't know why I am still doing this maybe because I wants to kill the Demon King but why I want to kill him maybe I want to end this Time loop but what will happen I succeeded in killing him. What will I do then? living a happy life is out of option, maybe I started this journey because I want to live a happy life or something like that, but I don't care about that thing anymore.

If someone ask me a question, why am I doing this?

I will have only one answer

"I don't know"