Where did he go? I thought he went back to class. After the classes , I took my way to home. I didn't feel like to enter . Sometimes I honestly feel like I don't belong in my own house. But I sure did belong in his heart but no, I shouldn't. I walked till the front gate and turned back. I got some things to do.
I walked to his house. Aunt and Leah were in there watching a movie.
She waved her hands from the couch. I entered as the doors were left open and walked near to her. She held my hands and walked me to a room.
" What is it Amanda?" She asked.
I couldn't face her. I promised her that I wouldn't leave him and look what I did. I broke the promise the very next day. All I could do was to cry.
" Oh dear. Why are you crying? Did something happen?" She asked looking shocked.
" I said something stupid to him. I am sorry Aunt. I regret it, I really do regret it. " I knew that my words were unclear.
I gave her a tight hug saying that. She hugged me back comfortingly and said,
" It's ok dear. I can understand."
It felt like a big rock was left down from my mind. It's been so long since I've heard someone say 'I can understand'.
" Aunt, I love him. And this is not a teenage joke for me. I .....I can't even imagine a life without him. But when dad said those things, I lost my mind. He tried to mislead me."
" Oh dear. I get it. You have to make your dad understand about how serious you are about this. And it's totally ok if you are not ready for this, I can make Lijah understand." Aunt replied.
I like how calm she is. She is kind of becoming my role model. She just reduced my stress from an elephant to an ant.
She is indeed a genius.
" I am ready for this. I am ready for him."
Aunt patted my back and smiled.
" Sorry I soaked your dress with my tears." I said with a smile.