Chapter 100: I was the first one here!

"Ichinose."

"You stop it right now!"

Himeno Yuki suddenly stood up, looking down at Ichinose in front of her, her red eyes could no longer hide her anger.

"You even introduced me to a boyfriend, did you come here to show off?"

"I didn't…"

This was the first time Ichinose had seen Himeno Yuki like this, and she was immediately flustered.

However.

Before she could finish, she was interrupted by Himeno Yuki.

"You asked me when I started liking him, I'll tell you, I liked him since the start of school."

Himeno Yuki's cold eyes stared at the girl in front of her.

"You said you didn't know? What is this? If you knew I liked Hikigaya, would you not date him?"

"Don't make me laugh."

"Ichinose, you don't really like Hikigaya that much."

"Right?"

Holding back the tears spinning in her eyes, Himeno Yuki asked coldly.

No matter what lofty reasons Ichinose came up with, she definitely didn't like him more.

"You just liked him because he saved you a few times? You're so in love that you can't extricate yourself? Don't make me laugh."

"After all, you just used some despicable method to make Hikki date you."

"If it were me…"

Saying this.

Himeno Yuki could no longer hold back, two lines of clear tears slid down her cheeks, and her voice became choked as she spoke.

It was clear.

Ichinose might indeed not like Hikigaya more than she did, but Ichinose liked all of Hikigaya.

Whether it was his good side or his twisted side.

Ichinose liked all of it.

Without any dislike.

It was her.

She felt that Hikigaya was a bit embarrassing before, and wanted to slowly make Hikigaya more popular before making a move.

It was all her fault.

That gave Ichinose the opportunity to succeed.

She wanted to curse at Ichinose, but Himeno Yuki couldn't say it in the end.

This was indeed not Ichinose's fault.

It was all her fault.

If she had another chance.

She would definitely not care about when Hikigaya could correct himself, whether Hikigaya was outgoing, or whether his social skills were sufficient.

Himeno Yuki was ultimately a gentle person.

"If it were me…"

Himeno Yuki couldn't help but tightly grasp Ichinose's arm, her head lowered and she sobbed with a sense of unwillingness:

"I was the first one here, the first one to like him was me, the first one to go shopping with him was me, the first one to watch a movie with him was me…"

"I was the first one here, can you give him back to me… can you give him back to me… please, Ichinose…"

A twinge of pain came from her arm, looking at Himeno Yuki's gaze full of unwillingness, regret, and expectation in front of her.

Ichinose was stunned in place.

It turned out.

Himeno Yuki, who didn't know when, was already in tears.

If the person in front of her was a friend from another class, Ichinose could still argue strongly.

However.

The person in front of her was the most important partner in the same class.

Thinking of the times when she was lost, Himeno Yuki's care for her, and Himeno Yuki's contribution to the class, and the smiles of everyone gathered together.

Ichinose couldn't speak for a long time.

The room was filled with nothing but the sound of Himeno Yuki's sobs.

Perhaps, as she said, Hikigaya's guess was correct.

It's not that she disliked it.

But compared to herself, Ichinose cared more about her classmates than her relationship with Hikigaya.

Just that...

Before, there was no need to prioritize.

But now, there was.

Hearing Himeno Yuki's plea, looking into her regretful eyes, Ichinose responded in a daze.

"Okay..."

"Sly..."

Hearing Ichinose's words, Himeno Yuki gripped her arm tighter, her expression even more distressed.

She looked up at Ichinose, her eyes blurred by tears, and roared unwillingly:

"Ichinose, you're so good that it leaves people speechless. Don't you think you're a bit despicable?"

Ichinose actually agreed to give up Hikigaya.

However...

What could Himeno Yuki do about it?

Was she supposed to accept it happily?

Upon hearing this, Ichinose's heart tightened.

Today's Himeno Yuki was completely different from before.

However...

None of that mattered now.

Being so good that it left people speechless seemed even more despicable.

Yes.

Himeno Yuki was also a very kind person, they were all very kind people. Could they really accept it honestly?

How would they face each other in class in the future?

But...

What should they do?

"Well..."

Ichinose didn't know, she was a bit bitter: "What should I do..."

"..."

Himeno Yuki's hands tightened even more, then with a determined look in her eyes, she wiped her tears with her sleeve and walked to the bedroom door.

"Ichinose."

She glanced back at Ichinose, who was still standing there, and Himeno Yuki's voice was cold:

"If you really feel guilty, then stay here for the night. You can use anything in the room."

With that said.

Himeno Yuki left the bedroom without looking back.

Until the sound of the door closing.

Ichinose suddenly felt as if all her strength had been drained, and she fell to the ground in a sitting position.

Looking around the somewhat dim room.

Ichinose covered her pretty face with both hands.

Tears uncontrollably fell from her cheeks.

Why did it turn out like this, why did Himeno Yuki like Hikigaya so much?

Why didn't she notice it before?

Now...

What should she do?

She had promised never to give up.

She had promised to make Hikigaya happy.

She had promised to be with Hikigaya, to prove that their feelings were real.

But...

Why was it so hard?

Ichinose lay on the edge of the bed, sobbing in pain.

Although she didn't have to worry about Karuizawa and others, Hikigaya was trustworthy, but she was a very useless person.

Soon.

Ichinose realized.

The bedsheet under the quilt had already been soaked with tears.

She could imagine.

How sad Himeno Yuki must have been before, but she still forced herself to stand in front of her as if nothing had happened.

When she saw her.

How painful must Himeno Yuki have been.

They were all such gentle and kind children, the most important companions in the class.

Ichinose hugged the tear-soaked pillow tightly in her arms, her painful tears mixing with the water stains left by Himeno Yuki.

What would Himeno Yuki do?

Ichinose had a rough guess.

'Sorry, Hikki...'

Ichinose buried her head in the pillow, and the tears wouldn't stop flowing.

She couldn't give Hikigaya what he wanted.

Even...

She couldn't even pass the first hurdle.

She could only sit here, sobbing uselessly.

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