A Hug We Both Need

It went on and on, on and on.

Memories of Krásues flew into my mind one by one, but unlike Krásue, who saw both of his lives and every second of it in Order up to this point if time, He saw bits and pieces of her life as a mortal demoness in a random Order.

After The memory of when Naga tried to absorb Krásue with her special Physique, but later failed miserably and incinerated after exploding, Kiran saw memories from before that. Happy memories, moments with Naga acting as her sister, moments of them both training together, the memories when they were in the trails. When they just had fun.

There were also a lot of wars and battles, in which they participated before they become the Queen and the General.

Lastly, Kiran saw the very first memory, that Krásue most likely forgot now. If not for what happened there, her life might have been entirely different.

A man, that strongly resembled the demon that was payed for the use of her body, was walking around trying to find girls, who are alone or abandoned, to abduct them, make their bodies grow, and use them as sexual slaves for money.

He found a girl laying in the middle of some field laying on the ground. That girl was naturally Krásue. The man thought that that would be an interesting girl to make a sex slave out of. The girl was at most 10 years old, laying naked with runes on her body, little horns going out of her forehead and little black Wings trying to cover her body from the cold. He lifted her by her leg and put her into a bag, thinking she was an abandoned child of somebody. He took her to his home, and took care of her and other girls. They all thought of him as their father.

Sometimes the older girls disappeared and younger ones appeared not long after that. But after some time they all got used to it. Until once Krásue was nearing 14 years of age and was also taken away by some men at night. She didn't understand anything until she was led into a room with two naked demons standing there looking at her with lustful eyes. Krásue still not understanding what is happening was left there alone together with them.

There were a lot of such memories, all of this lasted for another 8 years, until it touched the threshold of the very first memory he received, where the girl was already 22 years old and her pink energy that appeared out of nowhere destroyed everything that was near her and brought disgust to her mind.

There was another memory where she met Naga for the first time, a few years before the trial of candidates for the Throne of The Hell Realm.

Kiran felt like shit after every memory, counting the amount of rape scenes he watched were innumerable, he even watched the moment where Krásues mind had completely broken, nearing the state of an empty shell, but the memories with Naga brought nearly the same kind of disgust, She played with Krásues mind so that after some time she could devour her.

The parts that were unimportant to krásues life, were cut short or not shown at all as to not make Damage Kirans mind.

After the most important memories of Krásues mortal life were shown, I appeared to be back in the Spirit Soul Subconsciousness world, again, short for SSS world.

At the moment my head was laying on something soft. I slowly opened my eyes only to see Krásue looking at me with a worried expression. Its not known if she was worried about him or about her life, but it would make more sense if it were the second option.

"Kiran .. how... how did you endure this.... isn't your mind too weak to accept all my memories?" She talked to me as if knowing every part of me, which was essentially true, I mean, she saw every second of my two lives, felt every emotion I was experiencing and heard my every thought. She wouldn't lie if she said she was jealous of such a peaceful life Kiran had in the two mortal human worlds.

"System.." I answered with one words remembering I had some kind of notification bombardment before receiving the memories.

As I looked through them I saw it.

His mind stat was currently 4401 × 10, which meant that he had 44010 mind. The requirement for receiving some parts of her lifes memories without destroying both their subconsciousness, was to have at least 10000 mind, which he had over 4 times the needed, so he received way more than needed.

Krásue seemed to also see the system, "I see, that's how it is, how lucky..."

Only now did I notice that I was laying on her thighs, which were soft and a bit squishy, but it was more muscle than fat. But I did not sense any lust for her, after seeing her being raped so many times, the only thing that came to my mind right now was to hug her. And I did, I sat up and putting my arms around her neck hugged her, patting her head with one of my hands. I closed my eyes.

"What are you doing?" She didn't feel surprised or annoyed, she was just curious as to why he had done what he had done.

"Just let me hug you for a few minutes, I feel like we both need it.." I had no idea what the heck I was blabbering about, but I truly felt the need to hug her for some reason.

Krásue, too, closed her eyes, not feeling uncomfortable by being hugged by him even though he was a male. She felt really close to him, as if knowing him all her life.

We stayed like that for a 'few' minutes that turned into an hour, but we never noticed.

When we separated I asked her, "Did you also see my memories?"

"Yes,.. everything, both of your... peaceful lives.. I can't believe real reincarnation actually exists... even though the goddess of fate helped you.." Krásue said while looking down thinking deeply.

"Goddess of.. Fate?" I asked with a curious expression.