Looking Back

There is to much for me able to tell you it all. I have had many regrets in my life. So I have stopped focusing on them and tried to remember the rest. Things I value the most, my sister's, annoying older brother, and best friends.

What I don't regret is being born as a girl in the family that I did. If I had been a boy I would have been like my older brothers or would have hated my closest brother. There might have been fewer struggles, but I would have had to sacrifice personality for problems. Because of people and family I'm glad me and my friends weren't born as boys. Cause we wouldn't have been friends.

Things from the past always come back, even when I try to look at the future. Words that were and are used to hurt me are still there in my head. Things still effect me because what I have been through. I refuse to regret and dwell to much on mistakes made. 

Originally writen on March 23, 2019.