AFTER COLLEGE

As soon as I reached home I crashed down on my bed. Though I wasn't physically tired, the magnitude of daring I showed today made me week on my knees.

Normally after coming home my usual task was to prepare food but today I wasn't feeling like doing it, I was missing my family, my home. Staying away from family was many a times a difficult task.

Bringing back some motivation, I tidied up my place, did the dishes from overnight and cooked food. This was my everyday routine. After that I carried out with reading my novel which I had half read.

Why is life in novels so easy?

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Why cannot life in reality be like that?

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Why do we have to face so many issues?

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Why can't there be a permanent solution to our problems?

These were the questions reeling on my mind while I was reading.

Does this happen to other people as well or is it just me?

I knew there was nothing wrong but I was feeling uneasy. I couldn't focus on reading so I decided to call off the day and sleep. Sleep peacefully because who knows what might happen to me tomorrow at college. I had no trust upon Jake and his friends. They could pull off anything.

Ahhh, I hate them. I wish I could shout to my full extent and tell this to the entire world.

I had to be strong.

I decided not to be vulnerable tomorrow and show them that messing with other people is not a fruitful and wise thing to do. With this level of motivation I dozed off.