About Him

"Yes, then Ana and Aza go to Zeira's room, Mom" ​​Mom just nodded yes

The two of them immediately turned towards their basecamp or rather Zei's room which was at the back right of his house

Knock knock! (First try)

"Zeira open the door it's me azaa!!"

"I brought your favorite food" he said in a coaxing tone, even though it was originally the food that Zeira's mother cooked earlier in the kitchen.

"The door doesn't open hasanah" he whispered even though no one was angry when he made a sound

"Huh so what should we do?" reply hasanah also whisper

"I don't know if you tried it"

"Yes slide, let me call" while sliding aza with his waist

"Astaghfirullahalazim, O Allah, your body is not that big"

Knock knock! (second try)

"zeiraaaaa It's me hasanah open the door I beg you, do you know I brought the latest novel" The fishing rod tried to make Zeira open the magic door

"Ya Allah, zubedah bint mansur, why did you lie by saying that, what if he asked about the novel you said earlier?!" sarcasm aza annoyed

"That's easy, we'll think about it later, basically he wants to open the door to his room"

"Yes, I have an idea" shouted Hasanah happily but still in a whisper

"Here" he said holding out a small tongs

"Smart! You can rely on your brain this time"

"Huh you always underestimate my brain ability"

click! !

"Aa CAN!!" shout aza

"Alhamdulillah, I can open it" shouted hasanah While clapping her hands happily, I don't know what made them both happy like opening a treasure door

"Shhh, come on in" Aza started to enter, followed by hasanah behind but slowly

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"Zaaa why is there no zeira here?"

"Astagfirlah hasanah how do you want to know zeira in this dark time, turn it on first"

"Light?"

"Allahuakbar Dzakira hasanah izzatunisa, yes the fire you light!"

"Could fire later!"

"Hasanah lamp ASTAGHFIRULLAH! I'm running out of patience!"

Naudzubillah, In an atmosphere like this they can still argue, even if only because of the lights okay, back to the topic!

Cetak!!

Instantly hasanah and aza were served with a view of zeira who was sitting with conditions that could be said to be not okay

It was clear from her puffy eyes and her hooded shawl and the clothes that were still the same from last night sitting hugging her own knees accompanied by a blank stare.t

he two of them immediately climbed onto the bed and hugged him from the right and left

"ASTAGHFIRULLAHALAZIM ZEIRA" both said at the same time

"Zeira what's wrong with you?"

"What exactly happened to you zeira?!"

"Talk to us, Zeira, you can't be like this anymore," said both of them, still hugging Zei with teary eyes seeing the condition of his friend now.

Suddenly, Zei's hand which was originally on the knee has now turned to cover his own ear and then cried profusely trying to get rid of the voice again which resonated in his ear, he didn't even hesitate to hit his head which was wrapped in a hijab.

"I AM NOT A BITCH!!"

"STOP TROUBLESHING ME!!"

"NO! GO, GET OUT OF MY LIFE!!"

"PLEASE DON'T DO THAT, I AM NOT A BITCH!!" while aza and hasanah don't stay silent they try to hold her hand and prevent her from doing stupid things with those who are also crying, even their hands are now tightly gripped by zeira

"Zei please stop"

"Istigfar zeira Astagfirullahalazim"

"Istighfar zeira hiks Astagfirullahalazim" Both tried to hug him tightly in their third cry

BACK being in the same situation and hearing that cry AGAIN, a cry that sounds so painful in anyone's ears, especially aza and hasanah

For almost 30 minutes they hugged him trying to calm him down by reading istighfar many times, alhamdulillah their grip slowly weakened but he still said the same words even though it only sounded like a whisper.

"I'm not a whore"

"Don't disturb my life again!"

"I m n o t a w h o r e!" she whispers

"Istigar zei istighfar astagfirullahalazim"

"Astagfirullahalazim astagfirullahalazim astagfirullahalazim" continued Zahra

Slowly, he said, he began to replace it with istighfar

"As tag fii rullah hal adzim, as tag firullah hal adzim" he whispered, Hasanah and Aza started to relax but the hug did not let go and sobs were heard.

"Don't be like this again, Zeira, you can't be like this," Zahra said opening her voice.

"You have no right to torture yourself like this AGAIN, zei hiks, you still have your mother and us" continued Aza

"I am scared!" The sentence may seem ordinary to others, but to Aza and Hasanah, it has a hidden meaning that only they can understand.

With slow motion, Aza and Ana laid Zeira's tiny body on her bed,

After a night of torturing herself, fighting with her heart and mind and circumstances, Zeira finally fell asleep in the arms of her two best friends.

Both looked at the pale and tired face with puffy eyes. Zeira who was closing her eyes in dreamland, worried and scared faces were clearly visible on the faces of the two friends.

Ana slowly rubbed the top of the head of the little girl who she considered like her own little sister, without realizing that tears were already running down her cheeks.

"You are a great woman, zeira, I know that and we believe in shaa Allah, you can get through this, but please don't be like before zeira, we are worried about you" he stammered accompanied by sobs

"Sorry we can't be the best brother for you, sorry we didn't take care of you to make you come back like this, but don't worry I promise this will be the last thing that won't happen again, we face your problems together" while stroking the back of zeira's hand

Aza and ana's suspicions are right that everything that happened to zeira last night until now was the cause of him,

Someone who is in the past zeira adiba humayrah

He who only knows that he is hurt but never knows that it is he who is actually hurt,

A selfish man who only thinks about his own feelings and can never respect other people's decisions

"You must still remember, right, he once said to zeira_ he won't let zeira live a calm and happy life as long as he is alive and seeing zeira_" said aza opening his voice with a glass of water in his hand staring blankly at the window

"Yeah I remember, and that's what I'm afraid of now aza, I used to try to ignore the word and thought it was just a word he said out of emotion, but now he has proven what he said back then"

flashback On

Three beautiful teenagers wearing hijabs that matched their respective clothes are now sitting on one of the chairs in the garden enjoying the beauty of Sunday morning with a bottle of mineral water and some snacks.

They are adiba aza and ana

BRAK!!

"AZA WHY DON'T YOU SAY IF YOUR Snack IS SPICY!! HUH" shouted the owner of the loudest voice like a loudspeaker alias Dzakira hasanah izzatunisa and immediately drank the water which turned out to be finished, he immediately grabbed Zeira's drinking water

"Ana my drinking water!!" said zeira when she saw ana take her drink

"HAH WAIT ZEIRA THIS IS VERY SPICY!!"

"WHY ARE YOU SHOUTING IN MY EAR HASASAH!!" replied nur safira khamza not wanting to lose while rubbing her ears behind the hijab

"I DON'T CARE, you've poisoned me with that damn spicy snack of yours!"

PLAK (not the sound of a slap on the cheek but the skin of the arm)

"Don't just slander, I didn't poison you!"

"Then WHY DON'T YOU TELL ME your Snack is Spicy!"

"It's your own fault not to ask before eating stupid!"

"ARRRGGGHHH" And back again with a fight between aza and ana, it's no use but it has become their daily routine, sometimes also aza and zeira, or zeira and ana

"Aaaa why are you pulling my Sacred veil!"

"You're the one who pulled mine first"

"Feel this because you have dared to break the hijab that I put on since 4 am"

"Oh zeira help me, Aaaa it hurts stop pulling my hijab!!"

"Auh zeira please, zeira help me, stop pulling my hijab ana!"

"Wkwkwk sorry I don't want to help but my energy has run out after running from the dog chase earlier" Yes indeed when the three were running around the complex, suddenly there was a dog in one of the houses in front of the complex that did not have a chain chasing them

"Aaa stop aza it hurts, zeira please"

"I do not want to!"

"My head hurts ouch, let go of your hand aza"

"You let go Hasanah first" shouted Aza and Ana tried to ask her sister for help who had been just laughing without any intention of helping the two of them.

Spent almost 5 minutes fighting aza and ana finally ended the weightless fight without the help of zeira who just laughed and even recorded the fight between the two which he said was a free spectacle this morning.

"Huh, it turns out that fighting with you is quite draining" I'm sorry

"So don't take me lightly, I'm a former fighter"

"It's really nice to be able to enjoy this week in peace, plus watching it for free this morning!" added Zeira who had been laughing out loud.

"Yes, after days of war with lessons" Then the three of them continued to tell stories ranging from useful to useless, but suddenly there was a notification sound repeatedly on Zeira's cellphone.

"Tsk, can't we have fun one day without a school assignment notice" Zeira scolds then ignores her cell phone

Unlike Ana, who opened her cellphone but not a school assignment notification that appeared but a vulgar photo that was displayed from the Instagram account belonging to @ariez_23

"Zeira!?" whispered Ana

"Yes, why? "

"See your instagram account now" asked ana without asking much aza and zei immediately opened their respective cellphones to see what happened

"Astagfirullahalazim zeira?!" while zeira was silent like a statue not knowing what to do, made ana immediately move to the seat beside her and hug her

"Aza, please tell everyone that Zeira's Instagram account has been hacked, hurry up!" Ana asked and Aza nodded

"Now Aza!"

"Yeah patient, I'm typing"

"What's the point of doing this stupid thing again, you bastard!"

"Hasn't he had enough of humiliating you on social media lately? You bastard!"

"I don't know, but two days ago he saw me with Kevin while buying scouting needs at one of the shops, then he called and accused me of dating Kevin and cursed at me even though I had repeatedly explained to him that Kevin and I were just friends in the organization but he still stuck with me. his stance that I'm dating kevin"

"So he did something disgusting like this again? "

"Astaghfirullahalazim why does he have to be jealous when the two of you have no relationship, even if it's true that you are dating Kevin it's also not his right and business, you jerk!"

"Huh, I don't understand his weird thinking, you broke up with him on good terms didn't he? He should understand but why is he now slandering you like this, you bastard!"

"why isn't he tired of disturbing your life like this, I just see you tired and sick of all his behavior"

zeira wipes her tears then switches to open her cellphone then hands it to aza and ana with a screen showing a chat with someone

"he said he would not let me live a calm and happy life as long as he was alive and still can see me" said zeira in a hoars

"What does he mean by saying that to you? Who does he think he is? You are no longer his girlfriend and he has no right to say that" said Aza with his eyebrows knit together.

"Don't think about whatever he says to you, it's not important and will only disturb your concentration in studying"

"After all, he is no longer important to you, you broke up with him because you intend to move, so don't listen to the words of one demon and two animals trying to disturb you, just focus on your studies and your migration and believe that Allah is always there for you and of course we will always be there for you too!" Ana while hugging Zei trying to calm her little girle

Flashback off

"I think I'm the only one who thinks like that ana, huh I'm confused he says he loves zeira but why does he have the heart to be like this, doesn't he know what he's doing that hurts zeira! if he really loves he should let the person he loves be happy even if not with him!"

"Huft you're right, I'm also confused by his mindset, and for what you said earlier I think for others maybe yes but impossible for a stubborn man like himself who can only think about his selfishness"

"In what other way should we do to help Zeira stay away from him?"

"It seems quite difficult because I think he is always there wherever zeira is"

"Yeah, that's what I've been curious about for a long time, he always knows about zeira's activities and also Zeira's daily life after zeira decided to end the relationship with him"

"Stop thinking about that which will only add to the wrinkles on your face that are already starting to show because you like to be angry, Huff basically whatever happens later, good or bad, we have to be able to take care of zeira. , don't let the previous incident happen again"