Chapter One

I was looking at the white ceiling and staring blankly at it. The cold from the night and at the aircon filled the whole room where I am sleeping beside a man I should not be with.

His hugs made me comfortable with the cold. It gives me warmth to this cold night where I only could feel but be in a dream.

Being in a dream where I could not be awake. Where I could not escape.

I slowly moved my body and faced the man I never knew I would have come along with my life. A man I did not know will have a big part of my life, a man who has helped me a lot. His long and firmed arms were hugging me while he was so fast asleep.

He looks like an angel sleeping peacefully. He was indeed an angel in disguise. I did not know that he will be my angel when I do not have anyone to turn to to ask for help. I still remember how he treated me before he was so cold and heartless. A cruel billionaire who wants nothing but his contract. I never thought that he will be my angel now because of the way he treated me before.

I still remember how he treats me like a woman he does not care. Funny how it turned out that I am with the guy, I hate him because of him being so heartless towards me. He kept on hurting me before. Funny how he hates me, but he is helping me now.

I stared at him. His eyes were closed, and once those beautiful brown eyes stare at you, it is as if pulling you and locking you inside those orbs, forgetting everything around you except him. I gently run my fingers through his eyebrows that when he begins to get pissed they met. My fingers move down his pointed nose until I reached his reddish lips that when he speaks, you will find yourself staring at it. His lips which are soft that you are willing to pay how much it takes just to be kissed by it.

A smile formed my lips when I caressed his perfect jaw, that when it tightened, it makes him more handsome. He is like a god from Mt. Olympus, so beautiful, strong, and attractive that I think he is too illegal to be with. All the girls hoping that they could touch this man or even a glance from him is fine but, he is too proud that he even can't look and smile at others. I didn't know that a lady like me would be this lucky to be on his side to stay beside him.

Pain crossed my heart. I never wanted anything about it.

I never dreamed of this kind of thing. Being with a prince is not the dream I longed for.

I closed my eyes and, I let my fingers rest on his chest, tears slowly run through my eyes. Pained stabbed my heart, and I cannot help but cry.

I shouldn't be here in his room... Sharing a bed...

And sharing a night with him.

A small sob escaped my lips. I'm not even sure if crying can ease the pain I am feeling.

I shouldn't be here with him. I shouldn't be here in his arms because it is not right morally. It is not right to be with a man you didn't marry especially that you don't have feelings which each other.

This man beside me is the guy I gave my everything to. He's my damn first kiss and the guy I gave myself with. He is the guy I belong.

Yes. I am his. He owes me not because he loves me but because he paid me and I don't have a choice to refuse him.

Yes, I am on his side. I am beside him not because he has feelings for me but because he needs something from me. Especially that I owe him.

I need to be by his side, doing what he pleases because I am in debt to him for everything. I owe him big time.

That accepting his offer is not even enough to pay him for all the good things he has done for me, for my family. I accepted his offer to be his baby maker, to carry his child because in that way, I will be paid.

That I even I don't want it, it left me with no choice. That I even I don't wish for it, this is the only way I know how to repay him for all the good deed he has done. I wiped the tears that fell on my cheeks.

Despite all the things that happened to me, I never regret any single thing. But I know as well that I will never forget how I sold myself just for money.

And it's hurt like hell.