WOW AM BROKEN...

I was just reading my poems

All the ones I posted here

And like I can't blink

I can't help but think

Life really made me sink

Like wow

Am broken

I actually cried

I mean not intense

But it wasn't pretence

I smiled as I cried

Life is a bitch,I really tried

I faced all that

Most of you meant think I make it all up

But...

I really don't care

I mean am never the type to share

Just that...

When I write

I kinda feel alright

The pain doesn't go

But it starts to hurt slow

When I write..

I feel relieved

So I never wrote to get you deceived

Honestly am still smiling

And it's crazy,but I still feel like crying

Cause I could have chose to not be around anymore

But I still kept trying

I did it

And So far

I've lived with the scar

But am still standing

Every fall,I get a safe landing

I've been really hurt

I became someone am not

But who would have thought

I could seal my cuts