ENDING IT ALL

Am done

Am tired

Everything means nothing now

I give up

I ...give up

Am done writing

Am done caring

Am done loving

Am tired if feeling this way

Was I just so easy to hurt

Am done being strong

Am done fighting this bloody depression!

If it takes me

Then so be it!

Cause am so fucking tired!

All I ever wanted was love

All I ever wanted was you

But all I got was this

I CAN'T!

Am no longer gonna fake a smile

Am no longer gonna try to heal

Accept my broken

The person I love

The one person I love so fucking much

Doesn't make me feel the same

So am done

With everything

Life am fucking over you!

Whatever happens, happens

Done writing

Cause it's just gonna be about him!

And his memories are like knives in my heart

Moving on gets harder everyday

Living doesn't matter anyway

I miss me too

I miss me so much!

I hate feeling this way

I'll find someone who loves me

But Not sure I'll love him well

Cause my heart is too broken right now

You know the worst part

Everyone thinks am ok

They think am asleep now

But am stuck in lungs here

I can't breath

The pain is choking

Bags under my eyes

Alone in my room

But also alone inside

Am ending it all

I hope he loves watching me break

I hope he enjoys the sight

Am fucking stupid!!!!!

Dear heart stay behind bars

Keep your pieces locked up for good

You're too broken to be understood

Life am over you,the pain gets the best of me....lonely till I die.. goodbye readers