DONT KNOW HOW I FEEL

I can't write

I can't do nothing

I can't believe,he's body is just gonna rotten

Can't believe I would no longer get his calls

Who is gonna listen to all my flaws

Who is gonna get me

Who is gonna make me feel not so alone

Honestly am lost

I need this pain gone at all cost

If I have to die to find peace,let death me a most

I could give up writing

And focus on this pain my fighting

Honestly am weak

For the past 1 week I've been sick

You won't know,smiling is the trick

But he always knows

Even if it never shows

I guess that's how life goes

you win some you lose some

But I always lose

Love, happiness peace...and soon I might lose to death

Cause i can't hold on any longer

He would have told me pain only makes me stronger

But right now i don't need strength

I need peace

Right now am a broken piece

Maybe the pain will seize

The day am marked as deceased