DEAR BEN...

Hey...

It's crazy cause I don't know what to say

I'll let the words out anyway

We dated

I did things you hated

I pushed you away but you waited

Dated you to forget my past

But I kinda fell at last

We weren't perfect

We would always fight

But at the end we get it right

But you were drifting

With the other girls you got close

When I needed you most

I got little attention

But it felt like rejection

You didn't know when I was fine

And I didn't know if you were still mine

And then the relationship broke

I might not show,but it felt like stroke

I dated another

To forget the other

Just cause he was cute

But I still loved you that was the truth

Then we came back to school

couldn't breathe when I saw you

Told myself I had to move on

Told myself what we had was long gone

Then you came

And said you still felt the same

I should have left

But my heart still felt

So I cheated

On the guy I was dating

That's something I keep hating

I couldn't let you know

Cause I couldn't let you go

Till I loved you both

Then somehow the truth you found

When you said you knew

I couldn't make a sound

Just wanted to get under the ground

Then you left me

And I wished you stayed

I wish with your heart I hadn't played

But it wasn't all a show

I just couldn't let you go

Well I still had the guy

But now he already said goodbye

You came again

Said you still felt something

And I don't know why

I couldn't deny even if I try

Maybe just when I saw your face

Or how it made my heart pace

But I didn't let any of those emotions show

So I said no

I said you had to go

Cause we were done

It was fun

But I couldn't cheat

I said we couldn't meet

But in all

We were friends

We are ....friends

Just wanted to say

I regret that day

Sorry if I hurt you in any way

Sorry your heart bled

Sorry for tears you shed

That day you cried

Cause I was sick

Honestly,the tears made me weak

You act tough,but you're meek

Sorry the apology took this long

Sorry if I made you cry in any sad song

Sorry if I made you feel loving me was wrong

And am sorry you had to act strong

Hold on

I know am gone

I know we're already done

Am not trying get flirty

Not trying to play dirty

Not thinking of anything naughty

I know you have a girl

Am not that filthy

I can also get guilty

My point is not trying to say I still love you

Just saying am sorry

for ever making you worry

I know we haven't spoken

But am sorry you felt broken

Sorry if you thought I was fake

Am sorry I made your heart ache

Sorry if the pain felt a mark

Sorry I made your heart crack

Am Sorry for the scar

Sorry I can't hug you from afar