A DAY IN MY LONELY LIFE

Mornings...

Can't get out of bed

last night's thoughts in my head

Eyes pale from the tears I shed

Faking a smile

no one notices it's fake

fake impressions,I continue to make

Being happy for everyone's sake

Life is a give a take

But I feel lifeless every time I wake

this sad life,I've tried to shake

But life gives pain

And takes the little joy you gain

That's why all my smiles are feign

Maybe I would make friends if I had a job

The only problem is am actually a snub

I would decline to go to their after work pub

would rather walk home alone,to lay in my tub

So I doubt a job would be fun

people enjoy a walk in the sun

couples holding hands as they run

But I would rather be alone

In my room with my phone

I love staying on my own

cause I love my comfort zone

and after all that

The night comes like a rat

Alone again in your bed

Alone with the thoughts in your head

Over thinking

You lye without blinking

You feel empty again

you can't fight the pain

Then comes the insomnia

You try to sleep

you even try counting sheep

But that's when the emotions try to creep

all the hidden emotions you keep

you try and try,but can't help but weep

But some nights you don't cry

Cause those nights you just die

So there you have it....a day in my lonely and boring life....

hope my readers aren't as lonely as me...lol🤧